May 05, 2005 23:17
i had a craptacular day...
fist off i felt like shit because paul came home from work and told me he is working the night we are going to airport so he wont be able to see me off. then i got up and got ready to go first off tot he doctors, i was just about to hail the bus and get my wallet out..no wallet, had to go home! i then thought i'd catch the next bus, but i missed that one too by bout 30 seconds!...it was early! i got to the doctors, that all worked out fine. i then went to tafe, and as i was waiting for the bus to tafe, i thought i wish i could go home. i got to tafe...the teacher is sick! no lessons, so i stayed for half hour to do work. i worked out ill catch the 12:30 bus. i went across the other side (opposite bus stop) of south road to get an iced coffee from woolies, as i get there, my bus drives past. GREAT! half hour wait in the cold!
then i went to work. i copped abuse from obnoxious, rich, dodgy people..then i come home and before i went to work i told paul tell mum if she is picking sarh up, i will get a lift home. he didnt tell mum, so sarah waitied half an hour for me, when i was at home!
im glad im at home, but paulies gone to work and i kept thinking he was here and getting up to see him.
filthy
why do i try to be like her
loathing in the jealously
from what we were to
questions ive been asking my entire life
the energy i regretably give to you
keeps me sinking and self destructing
i know what your up to
responding with evil through innocents