um yeah..

[mushimoshi]

im tired of waiting.
and being so patient.
this isnt working for me.
i love her so much.
yet it always seems like i just get in the way.
i am just a nuisance.
thats all i am.
just a last resort.
i should call it quits.
im sorry but i need atleast some attention.
i mean a phonecall everynow and then wouldnt hurt at all.
i cant really call this a relationship at all.
i am her boyfriend after all.
why does this position seem so low??
so minimal...
D:>