the apparent abomidable actions of kate....

Jan 21, 2005 12:08

i'm sorry my sister loves me enough to stick up for me.
i'm sorry i stuck up for myself when hayley was bitching about me on live journal.
i'm sorry i moved out because i thought i couldn't trust a person who hated me that much to live with them. (and don't lie, i have a wad of paper with everything you said, because even though it was priveledged view doesn't mean that someone can't hack it.)
i'm sorry i made all the necessary payments to do with the flat, with the exception of the last which i 'apparently' owed forty dollars more than my previously recoreded payments.
i'm sorry i wanted a washing machine and a dryer in a structuraly defunct flat.
i'm sorry i got more then fifteen hours a week at work.
i'm sorry i wanted to spend time with my boyfriend.
i'm sorry he fell in love with me, and i him.
i'm sorry i listened to hayley's encouragment in regards to tom, when behind my back she was telling tom that i had 'issues.'
i'm sorry i'm not an over achiever.
i'm sorry i ultimatly don't care what i eat or how fat i get.
i'm sorry i'm comfortable with my body.
i'm sorry i'm slender with out really trying.
i'm sorry i yelled at hayley when she was bitching about me and jerbal whilst i was in the same room at boult's party.
i'm sorry my life is progressing in the direction i've wanted it to since i was eight.
i'm sorry i set hayley and murdock up like she asked, and sorry i didn't listen to jerbal on that one.
speaking of which, i'm incredibly sorry for all the bad water between me and jerbal, maybe time can cure that.
i'm sorry i didn't listen to natasha in reards to hayley, but i was under the impression she was a cool person.
i'm sorry niether one of us kept our word, e.g. we'd be friends forever, thick and thin and other pretentious sixteen year old talk.
i'm sorry people hate and hated me for things i didn't even know i had done, or for things i can't change, like me.
i'm not sorry i have people like mother, erinna, tom, and jenny who will love me no matter what, and i them. i'm proud to say that i know them and others like them, ally, zotsch, stoner, tamara, jem, tammy, bianca, na, squarbs, dman, stevie, erika, mary maguire, asher, becky boo and racheal and phoebes, and all the originals cause they are cool in that 'we speak l337' way' alex smith and all her schmoes, and in fact anyone from any point of my life.
i'm sorry fenton felt he had to kill himself, and that he felt his life had become insurmountable, and i'm sorry no one recognised the signs until way to late.
i'm sorry for my abomidable actions.
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