ξA Letter
Title Dear Friends...
Rating PG
Universe DGM Dressing Room
Character(s) Mattias (thewrongname)
Word Count 813
Warning/Notes *This is mostly directed at Allen. :D
Dear Lavi and Allen,
I figured that this would be the best way possible to tell you both at one time the things in my life you're so concerned over. Perhaps the best way to start doing that is to start at the beginning?
Kanda was the first one I met - you know him by the red Tease that's always with him, Lavi - he was hurt and I mothered him into getting fed, clean bandages, and into bed. I was still a guy at the time, but I met him a few times after and our relationship continued to be like a sibling one. I'll say right now that I love him like real Family and would do anything for him, help him with anything and have on several occasions.
Tyki I met a few weeks later - still a guy - and while I was still suspicious of Noah he was nice to me and gave me my kitten. (Yes, I have a kitten, his name is Cole.) We got to know each other better and eventually he gave me the yellow Tease to watch over me and make sure that if I needed help it would let him know. He started filling that protective big brother role in my life without me really noticing and I was glad for it, still am. I know that he'll be by my side no matter what kind of mess I get myself into and I'd like to do the same for him.
But then came the tea party, not the last one but the one before that. I had just found myself back as a girl again when Tyki came up with another cup of tea (originally the chocolate, I guess?) and while he was putting his arms around me it kind of spilled so not thinking I licked it up and found myself in bed with him. I can't say it was as nice as a dream I once had* but it was nice for a first time. After that things were fine until I started feeling sick in the mornings and throughout other parts of the day. So I went to the doctor and found out I was pregnant.
I told Tyki first, of course, then I told Kanda, knowing that they knew each other but until then I didn't know exactly how much. But I digress, we all love each other, really. Then another unexpected thing happened, I woke up early on in the pregnancy (sometime in April) and found myself in bed with one of the few General Cross that are here. We both had bands on our fingers that wouldn't come off and at the time he said that he would rather try and figure out a way to get us separated. So each time we met after that he never really said anything about it, the ring was still stuck on, so I figured he was working on it and I kept falling for him and the little things he'd do for me each time.
(And I know that was really bad of me considering he's a Cross, it might have been the hormones, but everything felt and does feel so sincere.)
But during this time I found myself in a huge apartment suite with an extra room, I invited Kanda and Tyki to stay with me because at the time Cross was still working out the divorce and I was by myself. I felt better having the two of them there with me, safer. Then, a few weeks after I found out I was having twins, Tyki disappeared and so did the Tease he left Kanda and myself. Distraught Kanda went to the south wing where Tyki has a courtyard and holed himself up in there. Worried about him and upset myself I went after him and stayed in a nearby room. That's when I wasn't able to really keep anything down and sort of stopped eating all together because of the fear it would come back up. (I know, not a good idea.)
Tyki came back and Kanda brought him to the infirmary where they took it upon themselves to watch over me and make sure I ate what I was supposed to and when. My apartment suite found its way down south next to the courtyard and I've pretty much stayed there ever since. And you don't have to worry about Cross anymore, Lavi. He's decided to stay. I'm not going to keep a tight leash on him since I know that will just make him mad. I'm glad he's staying. He doesn't mind that the twins aren't his and Tyki's going to stick around to help. And yes, we'll eventually move the apartment further north but for now I'd like to keep my family where it is. All together.
And if there's any questions, I don't mind answering them.
Yours truly, Mattias
Rating PG
Universe DGM Dressing Room
Character(s) Mattias (thewrongname)
Word Count 813
Warning/Notes *This is mostly directed at Allen. :D
Dear Lavi and Allen,
I figured that this would be the best way possible to tell you both at one time the things in my life you're so concerned over. Perhaps the best way to start doing that is to start at the beginning?
Kanda was the first one I met - you know him by the red Tease that's always with him, Lavi - he was hurt and I mothered him into getting fed, clean bandages, and into bed. I was still a guy at the time, but I met him a few times after and our relationship continued to be like a sibling one. I'll say right now that I love him like real Family and would do anything for him, help him with anything and have on several occasions.
Tyki I met a few weeks later - still a guy - and while I was still suspicious of Noah he was nice to me and gave me my kitten. (Yes, I have a kitten, his name is Cole.) We got to know each other better and eventually he gave me the yellow Tease to watch over me and make sure that if I needed help it would let him know. He started filling that protective big brother role in my life without me really noticing and I was glad for it, still am. I know that he'll be by my side no matter what kind of mess I get myself into and I'd like to do the same for him.
But then came the tea party, not the last one but the one before that. I had just found myself back as a girl again when Tyki came up with another cup of tea (originally the chocolate, I guess?) and while he was putting his arms around me it kind of spilled so not thinking I licked it up and found myself in bed with him. I can't say it was as nice as a dream I once had* but it was nice for a first time. After that things were fine until I started feeling sick in the mornings and throughout other parts of the day. So I went to the doctor and found out I was pregnant.
I told Tyki first, of course, then I told Kanda, knowing that they knew each other but until then I didn't know exactly how much. But I digress, we all love each other, really. Then another unexpected thing happened, I woke up early on in the pregnancy (sometime in April) and found myself in bed with one of the few General Cross that are here. We both had bands on our fingers that wouldn't come off and at the time he said that he would rather try and figure out a way to get us separated. So each time we met after that he never really said anything about it, the ring was still stuck on, so I figured he was working on it and I kept falling for him and the little things he'd do for me each time.
(And I know that was really bad of me considering he's a Cross, it might have been the hormones, but everything felt and does feel so sincere.)
But during this time I found myself in a huge apartment suite with an extra room, I invited Kanda and Tyki to stay with me because at the time Cross was still working out the divorce and I was by myself. I felt better having the two of them there with me, safer. Then, a few weeks after I found out I was having twins, Tyki disappeared and so did the Tease he left Kanda and myself. Distraught Kanda went to the south wing where Tyki has a courtyard and holed himself up in there. Worried about him and upset myself I went after him and stayed in a nearby room. That's when I wasn't able to really keep anything down and sort of stopped eating all together because of the fear it would come back up. (I know, not a good idea.)
Tyki came back and Kanda brought him to the infirmary where they took it upon themselves to watch over me and make sure I ate what I was supposed to and when. My apartment suite found its way down south next to the courtyard and I've pretty much stayed there ever since. And you don't have to worry about Cross anymore, Lavi. He's decided to stay. I'm not going to keep a tight leash on him since I know that will just make him mad. I'm glad he's staying. He doesn't mind that the twins aren't his and Tyki's going to stick around to help. And yes, we'll eventually move the apartment further north but for now I'd like to keep my family where it is. All together.
And if there's any questions, I don't mind answering them.
Yours truly, Mattias