i'm not writing this for you

[musesfool]

I did a bunch of remixy admin stuff this afternoon that usually doesn't get done until later in the process, but since there are only four weeks instead of the usual six this year, I feel like I am getting a good jump on things.

Now I really want to write, but I am having a hard time settling.

I have been listening to Can't Find You by Tom McRae a lot recently. It feels like a season 4 Sam and Dean song. Of course:

I thought the sky was falling down
seems I can take that weight
Don't look for hidden meanings here
sometimes rain is just rain

but I'll keep playing at this baby
though my shoulders ache
I'll spin this old world around
trying to see your face

But still I can't find you
and I can't find me
I don't know where
I'm supposed to be
'cause I can't find you

Sigh. Oh, boys...

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