my insanity, let me show you it (girl!Sam fic index)
So I have written a bunch of stories where Sam has always been a girl, and some of them are related and some of them are not, so I figured I would make it easy to figure out by creating an index, which I will update from time to time. (luzdeestrellas, you can stop laughing now.)
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Beggars Would Ride and assorted companion pieces:
All the girl!Sam stories listed in this first section are related, though I don't think you need to have read any of them to get any of the others, though it probably gives you more context for her relationship with Dean, if you have.
This is the vaguely chronological order they go in:
Beggars Would Ride
the 46K word epic that starts when Sam is 16 and ends when she leaves for Stanford (with an epilogue set during season 1)
The Short List, which is five things Jess knows about Sam.
Blonde on Blonde
which features four snapshots of Sam at 15, 16, 21, and 23, from her POV, the last of which is set between Playthings and Nightshifter
Double Vision and Like a Nursery Rhyme in Braille
in which girl!Sam meets canon!Sam and Dean, and they freak out, and then she goes back to her alternate universe to find Dean freaking out at her disappearance. These are set sometime after Born Under a Bad Sign but before the season 2 finale.
can't erase that secret smile
The one where Sam doesn't wear underwear under her skirt and Dean finds out. Set mid-late season 2-ish.
a fire in you that would never go out
Set during the autumn after AHBL2, in which Sam and Dean fight about the case, but they're really fighting about the deal. Also, there is porn. There is almost always porn when girl!Sam is involved.
Amid the Bruises and the Red Lights
Post-AHBL2, featuring Sam trying to deal with Dean's actions from the finale.
Santa Baby
A Christmas ficlet with girl!Sam, based around 3.08.
Built for Hurricanes
Post-ep for Mystery Spot, featuring nightswimming and porn. Sam's white bikini gets a shout-out.
My Superhero Boyfriend
In which Sam and Dean have a totally dorky conversation about which superheroes would make good boyfriends. While they have sex. Set early in season 4.
Quidquid deliquisti
Post ep for 4.10. Sam tries to get Dean to forgive himself. Sex, as usual, ensues.
In Through the Out Door (co-written with luzdeestrellas)
set sometime in the future, or at some point when things are not at maximum angst level for the Winchesters. Girl!Sam bends Dean over. Dean enjoys the experience.
Favors
Random, PWP comment fic that may get folded into something else.
Full Disclosure
The sekrit incest baby fic! This is technically an AU of the AU (shut up), splitting off just after BUaBS, so Double Vision and the following stories didn't happen to this version of girl!Sam.
The Life of Umbrellas
This is a non-sekrit incest baby story (so it fits in with the AU instead of being an AU of the AU), in which Dean discovers Sam is pregnant. There's a little bit of angst and a little bit of schmoop. (set after the world doesn't end)
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Five Six Seven Ways Dean Winchester Slept with His Non-Existent Sister (only two five six have been posted so far, and there may be, um, more than seven. um.)
This One Laughing Quietly
This isn't technically part of this grouping, but I'm putting it here because it makes sense for it to be here. Sam is sixteen and she spends all her time by the motel pool. Dean notices.
Hot Child in the City
The one where an incubus makes them do it.
About a Girl
The one where Sam was raised as a boy and Dean may or may not recognize her when she's dressed as a girl.
Just a Jump to the Left
The original girl!Sam AU, that starts with the pilot and sort of meanders tangentially through season one to get them to the point where they have the hot incestuous sex.
I'm With the Band
The one where Dean plays bass and Sam dresses up as a groupie and they have sex.
Bound by Symmetry
The one that's a drabble pyramid, and told in second person. This is the story of the boy who loves you.
trying in vain to breathe the fire we were born in
The one where they shack up in a beach house for a couple of weeks and have a lot of sex before Sam leaves for Stanford.
Let the water hold me down
The sequel to trying in vain to breathe the fire we were born in, set in season 1.
365 Days (Seasons of Love Remix)
Remix of A remix of Sam's face by kumquatix. In which a love spell makes them do it, but Sam wanted to anyway.
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My spn_harlequin story:
Miss Winchester's Unsuitable Suitor
Regency!Winchesters! featuring Sam as a debutante, a highwayman, a masked ball, and a big sword fight!
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The lone gen girl!Sam story:
Something in Between
In which Sam is very fifteen and Dean is an awesome big brother.
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Beggars Would Ride and assorted companion pieces:
All the girl!Sam stories listed in this first section are related, though I don't think you need to have read any of them to get any of the others, though it probably gives you more context for her relationship with Dean, if you have.
This is the vaguely chronological order they go in:
Beggars Would Ride
the 46K word epic that starts when Sam is 16 and ends when she leaves for Stanford (with an epilogue set during season 1)
The Short List, which is five things Jess knows about Sam.
Blonde on Blonde
which features four snapshots of Sam at 15, 16, 21, and 23, from her POV, the last of which is set between Playthings and Nightshifter
Double Vision and Like a Nursery Rhyme in Braille
in which girl!Sam meets canon!Sam and Dean, and they freak out, and then she goes back to her alternate universe to find Dean freaking out at her disappearance. These are set sometime after Born Under a Bad Sign but before the season 2 finale.
can't erase that secret smile
The one where Sam doesn't wear underwear under her skirt and Dean finds out. Set mid-late season 2-ish.
a fire in you that would never go out
Set during the autumn after AHBL2, in which Sam and Dean fight about the case, but they're really fighting about the deal. Also, there is porn. There is almost always porn when girl!Sam is involved.
Amid the Bruises and the Red Lights
Post-AHBL2, featuring Sam trying to deal with Dean's actions from the finale.
Santa Baby
A Christmas ficlet with girl!Sam, based around 3.08.
Built for Hurricanes
Post-ep for Mystery Spot, featuring nightswimming and porn. Sam's white bikini gets a shout-out.
My Superhero Boyfriend
In which Sam and Dean have a totally dorky conversation about which superheroes would make good boyfriends. While they have sex. Set early in season 4.
Quidquid deliquisti
Post ep for 4.10. Sam tries to get Dean to forgive himself. Sex, as usual, ensues.
In Through the Out Door (co-written with luzdeestrellas)
set sometime in the future, or at some point when things are not at maximum angst level for the Winchesters. Girl!Sam bends Dean over. Dean enjoys the experience.
Favors
Random, PWP comment fic that may get folded into something else.
Full Disclosure
The sekrit incest baby fic! This is technically an AU of the AU (shut up), splitting off just after BUaBS, so Double Vision and the following stories didn't happen to this version of girl!Sam.
The Life of Umbrellas
This is a non-sekrit incest baby story (so it fits in with the AU instead of being an AU of the AU), in which Dean discovers Sam is pregnant. There's a little bit of angst and a little bit of schmoop. (set after the world doesn't end)
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Five Six Seven Ways Dean Winchester Slept with His Non-Existent Sister (only two five six have been posted so far, and there may be, um, more than seven. um.)
This One Laughing Quietly
This isn't technically part of this grouping, but I'm putting it here because it makes sense for it to be here. Sam is sixteen and she spends all her time by the motel pool. Dean notices.
Hot Child in the City
The one where an incubus makes them do it.
About a Girl
The one where Sam was raised as a boy and Dean may or may not recognize her when she's dressed as a girl.
Just a Jump to the Left
The original girl!Sam AU, that starts with the pilot and sort of meanders tangentially through season one to get them to the point where they have the hot incestuous sex.
I'm With the Band
The one where Dean plays bass and Sam dresses up as a groupie and they have sex.
Bound by Symmetry
The one that's a drabble pyramid, and told in second person. This is the story of the boy who loves you.
trying in vain to breathe the fire we were born in
The one where they shack up in a beach house for a couple of weeks and have a lot of sex before Sam leaves for Stanford.
Let the water hold me down
The sequel to trying in vain to breathe the fire we were born in, set in season 1.
365 Days (Seasons of Love Remix)
Remix of A remix of Sam's face by kumquatix. In which a love spell makes them do it, but Sam wanted to anyway.
***
My spn_harlequin story:
Miss Winchester's Unsuitable Suitor
Regency!Winchesters! featuring Sam as a debutante, a highwayman, a masked ball, and a big sword fight!
***
The lone gen girl!Sam story:
Something in Between
In which Sam is very fifteen and Dean is an awesome big brother.
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