I don't even know
Okay, so I've calmed a bit down, and got a bit perspective on things today.
Well, I kept busy so I wouldn't have to think about it and hugged Briggs for like 5 minutes and sat with G-Simon for like 10 and laughed with some friends and it helped a lot. I just really needed those hugs today.
And it also helped that he wasn't there today.
It didn't help that Kasper has apparently told Lasse that we're dating, so I had to talk around that without giving anything away.
So, yeah, okay. The thing is I've been seeing this guy and I got the feeling it was really going somewhere but I wanted to make sure so I sent the guy a message asking if he wanted maybe to make me and him an us. And then he didn't answer and yesterday he told me in person that he didn't mean to give me a me-and-him idea and then that was that. He didn't say anything else! And I just felt totally cheated out of an explanation, but I was kind of burying my feelings there so I just went "all right." and we went out drinking a group of us, and it was great fun. Then I spent the night at his place (don't ask me why).
So today I got thinking that he really did cheat me of an explanation.
We've been seeing each other regularly for a few weeks and the first time we talked for like 3 hours and the second time we played in the snow and our mutual friend told me the the guy thought I was really sweet. And we had dinner at his and he asked me what we 'were'! and I said idk and said 'what do you think?' and he said idk and we didn't talk about it anymore but we went to a friend's place and cuddled on the couch and went home together, and people had just kinda accepted we were dating. But then since that weekend it's been different and I don't know what happened! I though everything was going fine!
I'm so confused.
I mean at least I'm not in love with the guy (I was really careful of that) but I really liked him and I could see a thing there. I think we'd be good together and then he just pulls something like this!
But!
I'm gonna ask him to talk sometime this week and I'll try to be cool and non-emotional and explain that I'm really confused and what his deal is asshole.
Well, I kept busy so I wouldn't have to think about it and hugged Briggs for like 5 minutes and sat with G-Simon for like 10 and laughed with some friends and it helped a lot. I just really needed those hugs today.
And it also helped that he wasn't there today.
It didn't help that Kasper has apparently told Lasse that we're dating, so I had to talk around that without giving anything away.
So, yeah, okay. The thing is I've been seeing this guy and I got the feeling it was really going somewhere but I wanted to make sure so I sent the guy a message asking if he wanted maybe to make me and him an us. And then he didn't answer and yesterday he told me in person that he didn't mean to give me a me-and-him idea and then that was that. He didn't say anything else! And I just felt totally cheated out of an explanation, but I was kind of burying my feelings there so I just went "all right." and we went out drinking a group of us, and it was great fun. Then I spent the night at his place (don't ask me why).
So today I got thinking that he really did cheat me of an explanation.
We've been seeing each other regularly for a few weeks and the first time we talked for like 3 hours and the second time we played in the snow and our mutual friend told me the the guy thought I was really sweet. And we had dinner at his and he asked me what we 'were'! and I said idk and said 'what do you think?' and he said idk and we didn't talk about it anymore but we went to a friend's place and cuddled on the couch and went home together, and people had just kinda accepted we were dating. But then since that weekend it's been different and I don't know what happened! I though everything was going fine!
I'm so confused.
I mean at least I'm not in love with the guy (I was really careful of that) but I really liked him and I could see a thing there. I think we'd be good together and then he just pulls something like this!
But!
I'm gonna ask him to talk sometime this week and I'll try to be cool and non-emotional and explain that I'm really confused and what his deal is asshole.