Feb 14, 2009 22:14
So okay, Ive been meaning to post since Monday but here we go.
On Sunday Kasper, Briggs, Christopher and I got totally smashed at Briggs' flat 'cause he moved yesterday and we said goodbye to his flat. And well somehow during the night I ended up making out with Christopher (and Briggs), great night really.
Then Tuesday at work I had a thought/idea which turned into an experiment. Basically the idea is to go out (as a couple) with one of those casual friends you find mildly attractive but you've never really done something about, you get together without the dating and insecurities. Then in this relationship both parties must make an effort for it to work and be totally open with their feelings, and then see how long the relationship can last.
So I wanted to test out my thought on Christopher, who I don't have a crush on or anything but is cute and smart and sweet and a good kisser. Of course as a few days went by I got really nervous about it.
Then yesterday we (me, Kasper, Secret, Mille, Christopher and Briggs) were at Secret's place, and had wine and played board games and me and Christopher ended up kissing again. I then spent the night at his place, and it was nice and great really. Then this morning I tried to get the nerve to ask him, but what I was gonna ask him at this point was kind of unclear, so I didn't. Then we (as in some of before mentioned and several others) went to Lasse's birthday party today, and I sat next to Christopher and we talked and stuff. And then I might have asked him on the way home but then we were with 4 other people so I didn't.
So now I've figured out what I wanna say to him (which is basically "Hi, I like you, you feel like maybe making something of this?"), but I don't know where/how. I'm thinking about writing him on facebook 'cause he has some pictures I want anyway and if I could go by his place tomorrow and get them then I could probably talk to him.
I'm not really sure what to do.
winter break,
drunkeness,
days,
boys,
thoughts