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what i want to say these days doesn't come easy these days.
it seems that the connections between my thoughts and my words are becoming more and more estranged.
the political climate doesn't help too much either; i have become less and less interested in anyone's opinions on what ever the social issue of the month is or whatever direction the economy is going in... i mean it is great that we are all becoming todays leaders, just like they told us in elementary school, but i am not interested.
i wish again to be immersed in the counter culture.... or for that fact, any culture.
the move this weekend should be good for me... or maybe i am just prolonging the same general malaise i have been churning around in for the past few years... wait, the last year has been on an upswing, but still i seem to be walking down the middle.
i mean the bar and frisbee is fun and all, but i think i need more.
i should get some decks again and work out a night at bar. or start a band. or just do something. it seems my creativity is being beat in with thoughts of cost of living and social climate... but i guess it is good to see we are all turning into adults.
it seems that the connections between my thoughts and my words are becoming more and more estranged.
the political climate doesn't help too much either; i have become less and less interested in anyone's opinions on what ever the social issue of the month is or whatever direction the economy is going in... i mean it is great that we are all becoming todays leaders, just like they told us in elementary school, but i am not interested.
i wish again to be immersed in the counter culture.... or for that fact, any culture.
the move this weekend should be good for me... or maybe i am just prolonging the same general malaise i have been churning around in for the past few years... wait, the last year has been on an upswing, but still i seem to be walking down the middle.
i mean the bar and frisbee is fun and all, but i think i need more.
i should get some decks again and work out a night at bar. or start a band. or just do something. it seems my creativity is being beat in with thoughts of cost of living and social climate... but i guess it is good to see we are all turning into adults.