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I want kids.
This is a statement and desire I have had niggling at my brain for some time now, especially since being with Chris and seeing him with his baby nephew last year. Someone came up to me and went 'Awww isn't that cute.' as we watched him hold the bub so gently and even coochi-cooed and make Cory giggle. At that moment I could see him as a father and BOOM went the biological clock.
So nowadays I bring up possibly a little too often the rather tired discussion of 'Do we want kids?' and every single time Chris just nods happily and says 'Just say the word and we'll start trying for one.'. I mean...what? It's like he's giving the keys of his bmw to a 5 year old and telling them to go have fun.
Basically giving me the reins on choosing when we have kids while my hormones are starting to become a little pestering about it and I'm having to fight the logic center of my brain that's screaming 'IT'S TOO EARLY!! WAIT!! GET EDucation and remember that you want to get married first and responsibilities logic centre of brain decomposing...'
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AHHH screw it! Lets bonk till we get triplets!!!
(and this is the state of my brain pretty much at least 3 times a day. More if I had coffee, like today. Hence entry title)
This is a statement and desire I have had niggling at my brain for some time now, especially since being with Chris and seeing him with his baby nephew last year. Someone came up to me and went 'Awww isn't that cute.' as we watched him hold the bub so gently and even coochi-cooed and make Cory giggle. At that moment I could see him as a father and BOOM went the biological clock.
So nowadays I bring up possibly a little too often the rather tired discussion of 'Do we want kids?' and every single time Chris just nods happily and says 'Just say the word and we'll start trying for one.'. I mean...what? It's like he's giving the keys of his bmw to a 5 year old and telling them to go have fun.
Basically giving me the reins on choosing when we have kids while my hormones are starting to become a little pestering about it and I'm having to fight the logic center of my brain that's screaming 'IT'S TOO EARLY!! WAIT!! GET EDucation and remember that you want to get married first and responsibilities logic centre of brain decomposing...'
...
AHHH screw it! Lets bonk till we get triplets!!!
(and this is the state of my brain pretty much at least 3 times a day. More if I had coffee, like today. Hence entry title)