Can't Stop the Pain
why does it have to hurt so goddamn much?
janice wrote me only a simple short mail about what to do now that jean is gone, and i'm trying so damn hard not to cry.
he's not there anymore.
he's not going to be there anymore.
god, why did this have to sink in now?
i mean, i realized this all before, but not really to this extent, i guess it's harder when i'm a few states away.
my super-hero is gone... my heart hurts so bad, in all kinds of ways. i miss him. i love him. he was my brother.
janice wrote me only a simple short mail about what to do now that jean is gone, and i'm trying so damn hard not to cry.
he's not there anymore.
he's not going to be there anymore.
god, why did this have to sink in now?
i mean, i realized this all before, but not really to this extent, i guess it's harder when i'm a few states away.
my super-hero is gone... my heart hurts so bad, in all kinds of ways. i miss him. i love him. he was my brother.