Apr 07, 2004 00:47
oh gods!!
i can't wait... i absolutly have no patience whatsoever at the moment. i want to go see her so bad that i'm about ready to scream or rip my hair out! i just NEED to. it's a feeling in the pit of my stomach.
but i'll be okay... i'm talking to jaime soon... soon... i hope. right now i'm impatiently waiting for her reply to my email....
i told jermie that i was going to bed... i really really should... i don't know ... i don't think i can sleep right now. hell maybe i'll even pull an all nighter. i just hope i get jaime's reply soon.....
....
i want to LEAVE
dammit. but i HAVE to be home for tomorrow, i'm going to the secretary of state and taking the written test.
all i want to do is go see her dammit.... i think i really am going to pass out now though... i think?