(no subject)

[warrior_alee]

Drifting into another world,
life seeming....not right.
Your missing something.
Feeling incomlete and helpless
Struggling to do whats right.
Dreaming of a new day.
Fear from with in, driving you back down.
Again drifting, trying to stay afloat.
Needing, desiring, fearing.

All of it still traped inside, trying to break free.
Demanding, laughing, hateing.
Swimming around in this muck,
trying to do what is right .
Making a new life, standing up.

Mind in a haze of Pills.
Blocking my thoughts and words.
Waking each new day the same way the same rutine,
Traped. Breaking. Screaming.

Tired and driven I continue on.
Waiting , Waiting, Waiting.
With Paitience.