115. Sometimes in the night, she would squeeze her eyes shut and imagine how it might be to love him
Like Violet and I told Terry and Buddy, when things get to be too much, we just go into our minds. We have a whole world we've created there. Usually we share it.
But I have a world Violet doesn't know about. It's only mine. For me and him.
Terry.
I love him. I know I told Violet not to get carried away with loving Buddy, but I've fallen for Terry. I can't help it. And I know he loves me too. But...but he's afraid. Afraid of what it would mean to be with me. How we could never be alone.
So I made a world in my head where we can. I close my eyes and imagine... Him kissing me, and me kissing back. Our arms wrapped around each other. Our bodies entertwined. Everything is perfect in my head.
Then I open my eyes and know that it can never be. We're freaks, and there's no way around that. Still... I have the world in my mind. That's better than nothing.
Right?
Muse: Daisy Hilton
Fandom: Side Show
But I have a world Violet doesn't know about. It's only mine. For me and him.
Terry.
I love him. I know I told Violet not to get carried away with loving Buddy, but I've fallen for Terry. I can't help it. And I know he loves me too. But...but he's afraid. Afraid of what it would mean to be with me. How we could never be alone.
So I made a world in my head where we can. I close my eyes and imagine... Him kissing me, and me kissing back. Our arms wrapped around each other. Our bodies entertwined. Everything is perfect in my head.
Then I open my eyes and know that it can never be. We're freaks, and there's no way around that. Still... I have the world in my mind. That's better than nothing.
Right?
Muse: Daisy Hilton
Fandom: Side Show