74. I wonder how long it takes to die if you just sit and wait for it.

Apr 05, 2007 18:56

for muse playground

74. I wonder how long it takes to die if you just sit and wait for it.

Fuck you Sam Winchester. Yes, you heard me, fuck you. FUCK YOU for not telling me about the "dreams", and fuck you for leaving me that night to run off with your brother. I hope you're just happy and dandy. You sure seemed to be eying other girls not long after I was dead either. What's her name Oh yeah. Lori. Or how bout Sarah? Then there was Meg, who really turned out to be not so Meg, but you get the point? I wasn't even gone that long and you just moved on like I never fucking existed. I hate you...I hate you with everything that I am. Yes, I said that. What are you going to do about it? Send your brother after me to tell me to shut up? Or how much me dying has hurt you? Screw you. You don't know what I've been through either! So just back off.

i loved you. I fucking loved you. I still...love you. I'm trying so hard to move on..but it's so hard....fuck it. I should have stayed away from you. I should have never bothered trying to see you again. And I wish you were dead.

I sat around waiting to die, not by my own choice, but my ex boyfriend's. He chose not to tell me. Therefore? I did die. And I never saw it coming. Never stood a fighting chance.

Jess Moore
Supernatural
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supernatural: jessica moore

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