Kanashimi no Namida
It always ends up like this, doesn't it...? Me sitting in a restaurant that has nothing I can really eat, poking at the "modified" salad I had to order just so I could waste $9 on something I'm only going to poke at with my fork and maybe take a few bites of...with people I hardly even know talking about people and places and past times that I have nothing to with...then wasting another $7.25 to see a movie I didn't really want to see in the first place...all when I'd rather be at home, all alone, really alone, watching ANOTHER anime series I just blew $25 in buying...(I couldn't resist).
Anyway...
I need books...I need to go to the library since I wasted my money on anime and CDs and eating-out and movies...
I'm leaving next Friday morning, EARLY...I'm excited, and then again not...
I took a nap today since I didn't get enough sleep last night...but that was after I went to the clinic this morning, laid out for a bit on the dock, took a shower, and watched a couple of episodes of "Pretear."
I'm awake now, but I'd rather be sleeping, I think, since I'm bored out of my mind and cold and I just feel plain odd. I shouldn't have taken a nap, probably.
Someone save me...
Anyway...
I need books...I need to go to the library since I wasted my money on anime and CDs and eating-out and movies...
I'm leaving next Friday morning, EARLY...I'm excited, and then again not...
I took a nap today since I didn't get enough sleep last night...but that was after I went to the clinic this morning, laid out for a bit on the dock, took a shower, and watched a couple of episodes of "Pretear."
I'm awake now, but I'd rather be sleeping, I think, since I'm bored out of my mind and cold and I just feel plain odd. I shouldn't have taken a nap, probably.
Someone save me...