the cry of my heart -
"For innumerable evils have surrounded me;
My iniquities have overtaken me, so that I am not able to look up;
They are more than the hairs of my head;
Therefore my heart fails me.
I am poor and needy;
Yet the LORD thinks upon me.
You are my help and my deliverer;
Do not delay, O my God."
Psalm 40: 12, 17.
i'm feeling all dark & twisty. a total opposite from yesterday.
my mind's filled with issues, i need to grapple & deal with. i guess God is bringing all these out for me to deal with before i make any life-altering decisions.
well one thing i learnt this year, with a lot of pain & a lot of sadness, i am nothing, i'm not special, the world doesnt revolve around me.
now just to get that stuck in my head so i wont be feeling the way i feel.
Lord, calm the raging storms in me.
My iniquities have overtaken me, so that I am not able to look up;
They are more than the hairs of my head;
Therefore my heart fails me.
I am poor and needy;
Yet the LORD thinks upon me.
You are my help and my deliverer;
Do not delay, O my God."
Psalm 40: 12, 17.
i'm feeling all dark & twisty. a total opposite from yesterday.
my mind's filled with issues, i need to grapple & deal with. i guess God is bringing all these out for me to deal with before i make any life-altering decisions.
well one thing i learnt this year, with a lot of pain & a lot of sadness, i am nothing, i'm not special, the world doesnt revolve around me.
now just to get that stuck in my head so i wont be feeling the way i feel.
Lord, calm the raging storms in me.