Feb 14, 2004 21:47
Man, I dunno what i do wrong. I got the im in love with flowers and a bear that is really cute (for you girls), and I wanted it to be aninous, right? Well her freinds goes and tells her who the nice gifts were from, and now danielle, the girl that im falling for won't even talk to me, and im like what did I do to her. Well I call her back right and her "" boyfreind "" answers the phone and im like, ok w/e. I wanted to tell her that I just wanted to be freinds and take her to a church dance. Well the guy wont even talk to her so im ok w/e bye. Now im here thinking it seems like every one of my freids that are girls are thinking that I like them and stuff when I don't and I don't know what to do or say. Its like I joke around with them online but if you dont say that yur "j/king", they take it seriously and im like wth. I just wish there wasnt so much shit in my life, I f..cking hate it. I can't even talk to a girl for more than a day w/o them think that im hitting on them, so you know what I think women suck and I don't need them till im ready to get married or in college, screw this bs, I dont need it, $%# I hate this shit, the one best friend I had left, I just find out that she hates me and now i dunno what im gonna do, all i have left are my bro's. God what am i to do? at this point i sometimes wish i had a gun lol. man now I know y soo many people hate valentines day, lol, this is soo funny.........maybe I'll turn out like the fat guy on The King of Queens lol with the realy pretty girl, maybe not who knows lol.
Tonite was ok until the best friend thing, but let me back track a lil to tell you people bout the good part of the nite. I had to work today from 4-9 pm which isn't to bad, then I get home, around 9:30 it hits me that tonite it the church dance so I call up my bro Mike and as soon as they answer they ask do you know how to get there and I say ya why then they say they're on there way then click, and im left with words in my mouth and im lik kool so they pick me up and I get to drive. Yhe place is next to 45 on 1960 and i make ther in 20 minutes, now that takes REAL driving skills to something like that too, and seeing that I dont have a licence, it makes it an adrinillin rush for me but not anymore, so now im a skilled driver, and I pretty much get to drive home and stuff with my freinds whenevr they go places bc they can jus chill and they like that. The dance was all right, not the greastest bc we gt the at 10:oo bc they picked me up so late lol, but ya, then we drive home and we chase this girl julie, shes pretty cool, and we scared them at a stop light like 3 time which was great, but the first time I get out I step into freezing cold water, then run to scare them but it was worth the fun we had, but it wasn't over, oh ya there's more, we tailgated them for a while then we stop and bought this really nice big bear in a basket wit all sorts of goodies, for cheeap iknow it had to have been like 30$ this morning, but we got it at 2/3 off lol it was nice and on the next red light they run out and give it to them, Miles gives this lil ity bitti bear and mike with this big basket, it was great, that was the highlight of the night and the best part of the day.
well I hope for the best for yall now that its sunday morning
later