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I can't sleep and I'm having one of those depressed feelings. Like everything feels fucked, and I can't do anything about it.
I want to cry, but I don't know why, I just feel like I need to.
I need to change myself, in several ways...
I want to see my friends more and not spend so much time in my apartment.
I want to take better care of my body.
I want to WANT to do schoolwork.
It's just a matter of doing it, and that is the hard part.
Those of you reading this who live in Pittsburgh, or are able to visit, will you help me? I want to see you in person more, I hate that I don't hang out with you as much as I'd like to, and I think that by seeing you all more will help me.
Baby steps Eric, Baby steps
PS: Feeling a bit better after having written this ^_^
I want to cry, but I don't know why, I just feel like I need to.
I need to change myself, in several ways...
I want to see my friends more and not spend so much time in my apartment.
I want to take better care of my body.
I want to WANT to do schoolwork.
It's just a matter of doing it, and that is the hard part.
Those of you reading this who live in Pittsburgh, or are able to visit, will you help me? I want to see you in person more, I hate that I don't hang out with you as much as I'd like to, and I think that by seeing you all more will help me.
Baby steps Eric, Baby steps
PS: Feeling a bit better after having written this ^_^