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its so cold. in my apartment. outside. and just out there in the world is general.
it seems just about everyone in my life has somehow effed me over or thinks horribly of me. so why do they pretend or continue to be my friend is they think this way?
i just wish i knew what i did to deserve people recent hatred and shittiness towards me. [i wish it was directly towards me and not overheard.] when iv finnaly recently come to terms with my life and really found myself at my happiest iv ever been.
I dont know how anyone genuinely feels or there motives and I dont think I ever will cause nobody is true they will just lie to me. like the pussies they are. its sad but true.
it seems just about everyone in my life has somehow effed me over or thinks horribly of me. so why do they pretend or continue to be my friend is they think this way?
i just wish i knew what i did to deserve people recent hatred and shittiness towards me. [i wish it was directly towards me and not overheard.] when iv finnaly recently come to terms with my life and really found myself at my happiest iv ever been.
I dont know how anyone genuinely feels or there motives and I dont think I ever will cause nobody is true they will just lie to me. like the pussies they are. its sad but true.