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Well here my up date
My best friends(R****) exact words were " Well, I like you somewhat BUT I like someone else to and I like her more than you right now." yeah it hurt when he said that but at least I know that he cares. Now I know why hes my "best friend"... No matter what happends hes still there and he doesn't want me to be sad and he keeps asking me if I'm ok. There was a piont during this week where it felt like he didn't care but I think I just made that moment up in my head. Even though I can't have him as something more then a friends, I would rather just have him as a friend then not have him at all.
So I gave up boys for lent and I'm ganna be need to be slaped like ten time becuase of what I just wrote about R****( I was thinking about him the whole time). By giving up boys I'm hoping to to show myself that all the time I spend thinking about boys could be giving to God. Maybe this will also help me to see that I don't always need to like a boy or any thing. Well thats what I am hopeing to learn but God might have a diffrent lesson fo me in mind. So I ask that if at anytime that you guys are around and catch me talking about boys that you slap me, this will help me a lot! you guys are awsome!
School is good minus the 36 absents that I need to clear in order to do seniior activities. Yes I know I'm a bad child but hey I never said I was a good child!I need to pay for my cap and gown 50 sothing dollars.School works pretty ok. I have a memorization teast on one of my music pieces tomorrow and I don't not one bit of it! I'm soo ganna flunk....
so thats all thats really going on in my life right now, well all that I can remember at least. I heart you guys for being such kool friends of mine I love yall a lot!
My best friends(R****) exact words were " Well, I like you somewhat BUT I like someone else to and I like her more than you right now." yeah it hurt when he said that but at least I know that he cares. Now I know why hes my "best friend"... No matter what happends hes still there and he doesn't want me to be sad and he keeps asking me if I'm ok. There was a piont during this week where it felt like he didn't care but I think I just made that moment up in my head. Even though I can't have him as something more then a friends, I would rather just have him as a friend then not have him at all.
So I gave up boys for lent and I'm ganna be need to be slaped like ten time becuase of what I just wrote about R****( I was thinking about him the whole time). By giving up boys I'm hoping to to show myself that all the time I spend thinking about boys could be giving to God. Maybe this will also help me to see that I don't always need to like a boy or any thing. Well thats what I am hopeing to learn but God might have a diffrent lesson fo me in mind. So I ask that if at anytime that you guys are around and catch me talking about boys that you slap me, this will help me a lot! you guys are awsome!
School is good minus the 36 absents that I need to clear in order to do seniior activities. Yes I know I'm a bad child but hey I never said I was a good child!I need to pay for my cap and gown 50 sothing dollars.School works pretty ok. I have a memorization teast on one of my music pieces tomorrow and I don't not one bit of it! I'm soo ganna flunk....
so thats all thats really going on in my life right now, well all that I can remember at least. I heart you guys for being such kool friends of mine I love yall a lot!