Jan 09, 2005 15:36
As the days pass and my DTS application gets done a little more each day I hesitate to finish it or to even turn it in. So many fears run through my mind, so many doubts make me want to run and hide.
What if i don't get into the programme(british way of spelling)? What is ganna become of me?
I'm so scared as the days aproch when I turn in my application and me finding out if I'm in or not. Its funny how on little pice of paper can determind the rest of your life... don't know guys I don't know...it would be a dream come ture if I get in... but is that possible for my dream to come true.Things like thats don't happen to me... I don't know
*God do what ever you have planed for my life but just please I ask you don't let it hurt to much*
Evertime I think about all this I cry bcause I wonder if its all ganna be ok.Will I get in???And If by some miracle I get in will i be able to get the support I need?? What will happen to my life here. I won't be here with people I love for the Holidays. I just don't know I am so scared to no end.......My biggest fear in not getting into DTS..........