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amy might be coming tonight! i really hope she can make it i miss her!
if she comes i have to pick her up at 9:12 at dedham station with danny cause my mom won't let me drive alone in the snow. :/
im feeling really good now.
im feeling warm and tannish..
i smell like summer.
im not hungry, surprisingly.
but i had a huge lunch at panera today. :)
i feel accomplished.
even though it seems like i mostly watched fairly odd parents today.
i love cosmo.
i got my dress alterations made and i got a necklace and went with kara to get her new pointe shoes all before 1.
i went to bed late last night.
danny steph and tommy were over til 12, im still kinda tired.
we watched liar liar hah i LOVED it.
i went tanning last night too
then i went to stephs did her make up
and then went to khols to look at jewlery.
i found a gorgeous necklace there but i only had 10 on me.
i feel poor.
then we met tommy at the beach and he hopped in my car.
i had to be in the area by 9 to pick up kara at dance.
so we went to stop and shop and saw the twins.
then to cvs to pick up pictures of the llamas.
then we picked up kara then picked up danny and came back to my house.
i want a guy whos forward..
so i was reading erins eljay and i TOTALLY misunderstood her dream. i thought it was a happy dream where she realizes who her true friends are. but it was her brian being mean and saying she didnt have any. so me being the BIIIGEESTTT ditz goes yay erin im happy for your dream it made me happy! (cause i was in it) wtg! :(
but it was just misenterpreting it by word choices haha
speaking of erin:
HAPPY HALF BDAY!! woo hoo 17 and 1/2!
my god i miss her so much. i've been missing all my friends lately, even the ones im lucky enough to see just about every day. i dont know why. it bugs me cause even tho i see them i feel like im not spending enought time with them or being there as best i should. eh its not making me sad or anything cause i know its just whats going on now. im being pulled in like 1000 different directions with prom to worry about. but i havent seen a few of my best friends in such a long time esp andrew erin and amy. and i miss corey so much more than i can ever say. i want things to go back to the way we were. just goofy and crazy. i just want to hang with him and talk but things just got weird for no reason. maybe we can do that and i will be happy. i want jr to just come over and talk cause i miss him and i WILL NOT let what happended happen again. EVER! that killed me. knowing that he was so close to me but i never saw him. i need to see him soon actually i wont let another year go by.
i realllly relallly want to see amy tonight but its not looking too good. my mom said she wont let me drive with out someone with me so danny said he would. then amy didnt think she would be able to make the train in time. then she thought she might. then my mom decided to be cool and not let me drive in a few flakes of snow even with danny with me. im a good driver in the snow. i started driving in it becuase thats when i got my permit. ahh i drove all day today too. fighting with my mom, way to waste my night.
ive been typing for too long i really wish something special would happen to me tonight to make me happy :)
if she comes i have to pick her up at 9:12 at dedham station with danny cause my mom won't let me drive alone in the snow. :/
im feeling really good now.
im feeling warm and tannish..
i smell like summer.
im not hungry, surprisingly.
but i had a huge lunch at panera today. :)
i feel accomplished.
even though it seems like i mostly watched fairly odd parents today.
i love cosmo.
i got my dress alterations made and i got a necklace and went with kara to get her new pointe shoes all before 1.
i went to bed late last night.
danny steph and tommy were over til 12, im still kinda tired.
we watched liar liar hah i LOVED it.
i went tanning last night too
then i went to stephs did her make up
and then went to khols to look at jewlery.
i found a gorgeous necklace there but i only had 10 on me.
i feel poor.
then we met tommy at the beach and he hopped in my car.
i had to be in the area by 9 to pick up kara at dance.
so we went to stop and shop and saw the twins.
then to cvs to pick up pictures of the llamas.
then we picked up kara then picked up danny and came back to my house.
i want a guy whos forward..
so i was reading erins eljay and i TOTALLY misunderstood her dream. i thought it was a happy dream where she realizes who her true friends are. but it was her brian being mean and saying she didnt have any. so me being the BIIIGEESTTT ditz goes yay erin im happy for your dream it made me happy! (cause i was in it) wtg! :(
but it was just misenterpreting it by word choices haha
speaking of erin:
HAPPY HALF BDAY!! woo hoo 17 and 1/2!
my god i miss her so much. i've been missing all my friends lately, even the ones im lucky enough to see just about every day. i dont know why. it bugs me cause even tho i see them i feel like im not spending enought time with them or being there as best i should. eh its not making me sad or anything cause i know its just whats going on now. im being pulled in like 1000 different directions with prom to worry about. but i havent seen a few of my best friends in such a long time esp andrew erin and amy. and i miss corey so much more than i can ever say. i want things to go back to the way we were. just goofy and crazy. i just want to hang with him and talk but things just got weird for no reason. maybe we can do that and i will be happy. i want jr to just come over and talk cause i miss him and i WILL NOT let what happended happen again. EVER! that killed me. knowing that he was so close to me but i never saw him. i need to see him soon actually i wont let another year go by.
i realllly relallly want to see amy tonight but its not looking too good. my mom said she wont let me drive with out someone with me so danny said he would. then amy didnt think she would be able to make the train in time. then she thought she might. then my mom decided to be cool and not let me drive in a few flakes of snow even with danny with me. im a good driver in the snow. i started driving in it becuase thats when i got my permit. ahh i drove all day today too. fighting with my mom, way to waste my night.
ive been typing for too long i really wish something special would happen to me tonight to make me happy :)