I hate him but I love him!
Last night was a fun night until we got to Doyles...
So first me and Andrea went up to the Pool Hall to meet up with everyone and we thought it was gay so we went to H00TERS to eat..((good eatin)). Then we went up to BCB for a few. And I decided to call Cory just to see what he was doing. So we talked and then he said he was gonna go to Doyles. So me and Andrea left and went to Doyles. So when we got there Cory was already there. We said hey chilled for a bit and Corys mom called asking him to go pick up his little brother. And he asked me if i wanted to go. I said yes because I wanted to leave Andrea and Doyle alone so they could catch up on things. And me and Cory could catch up on things. So we were talking just as friends I acted like it wasnt a big deal being around him... when really it was. And so we pick up his brother and take him home and were sitting outside Corys house just talking and I got so nervous. I mean I havent been with this kid in about 2 1/2 weeks. When I use to be with him every single day. It was so hard for me. So I made up an excuse to go back to Doyles. So we did. And then we get there and were sitting in his car and what not talking some more and he kisses me. It sent chills right up my back as all of his kisses do. And I was like why are you doing this. He says because he wants to. So we kiss a few more times and I get out of the car to go inside. I went around to his side of the car for a hug..got my hug and started to walk away. He grabs my arm and kisses me one last time. It was great. But he cant be doing this to me. Im trying to get over him. Because he hurt me so bad in the past and has made me feel like im nothing. I dont know how to deal with this anymore. he is tearing my <3 into peices. And i dont know what to do at this point. HELP?
hugs and kisses
-meg-
So first me and Andrea went up to the Pool Hall to meet up with everyone and we thought it was gay so we went to H00TERS to eat..((good eatin)). Then we went up to BCB for a few. And I decided to call Cory just to see what he was doing. So we talked and then he said he was gonna go to Doyles. So me and Andrea left and went to Doyles. So when we got there Cory was already there. We said hey chilled for a bit and Corys mom called asking him to go pick up his little brother. And he asked me if i wanted to go. I said yes because I wanted to leave Andrea and Doyle alone so they could catch up on things. And me and Cory could catch up on things. So we were talking just as friends I acted like it wasnt a big deal being around him... when really it was. And so we pick up his brother and take him home and were sitting outside Corys house just talking and I got so nervous. I mean I havent been with this kid in about 2 1/2 weeks. When I use to be with him every single day. It was so hard for me. So I made up an excuse to go back to Doyles. So we did. And then we get there and were sitting in his car and what not talking some more and he kisses me. It sent chills right up my back as all of his kisses do. And I was like why are you doing this. He says because he wants to. So we kiss a few more times and I get out of the car to go inside. I went around to his side of the car for a hug..got my hug and started to walk away. He grabs my arm and kisses me one last time. It was great. But he cant be doing this to me. Im trying to get over him. Because he hurt me so bad in the past and has made me feel like im nothing. I dont know how to deal with this anymore. he is tearing my <3 into peices. And i dont know what to do at this point. HELP?
hugs and kisses
-meg-