Hrm!
Sorry I haven't been posting much :P I do log in like 3 or 4 times a day to read my friends list though, so Im here and about!! And always looking for new ways to procrastinate.
"The situation is preventing him from establishing himself, but he feels he must make the best of things as they are."
Things are okay... work is fine, everything is just moving along. I did one of those online color tests where you pick the colors (http://www.colorquiz.com/), and it tells you all about yourself. I read what it thought, and it hit the nail on the head in a way... Yup!! So true. Nothing can really be done at the moment, not sure what to do about a lot of things... The results are in italics through my post.
"Feels insufficiently valued in his existing situation, and is seeking different conditions in which he will have greater opportunity of demonstrating his worth."
I had a susprisingly awesome time last week at Rise! I expected a trashy night out, which I definitely had... but it rocked! We went to see Jazza play, and it was all Hardcore and Drum & Bass. A bit bogan, but wow! It was fun. I like happy dancey fast music, and I definitely had plenty of that. I want more!! But I am being good until Armin.
"Seeks independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoids obligations or anything which might prove hampering. He is being subjected to considerable pressure and wants to escape from it so that he can obtain what he needs, but tends to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this."
John is a little better lately, which makes things a lot nicer around the home. Perhaps he is learning to relax and let me do my own thing a little more, but I feel like I am just waiting for him to have another tanty about something completely rediculous and unimportant. Im at a point where if he doesnt let me do my own thing, Im going to do it anyway, and not listen to the complaints. I dont think it's wrong to be myself, and not entirely inappropriate to expect him to do the same.
"The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond his capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. "
Socially I feel a little weird. Haha... I dunno what it is, I think its me. Ive not seen some people properly in such a long time, and I find work and home stuff is taking up more of my life than I would like it to. To go places I guess you have to suffer a little bit... maybe working from home and not seeing people often is finally taking it's toll. I could be going crazy!! YAY :) Some people who I think highly of are not behaving in ways that I would expect of them and that disappoints me a little but I dont want to say anything, because I know they dont want to hear it anyway. Its been happing over a stretch of time, and it's not really something I think I can fix anyway. On the other hand, people I thought one way about I am learning more about... and I am starting to appreciate how much more awesome they were than I first assumed! Books, covers, you know the drill :P
"Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations."
What an emo post. Haha... Im spending a lot of time thinking about stuff, and pondering and deciding. Maybe its the change of season, or something else. Things arent that bad really. Reading back over my entry it doesnt sound too brilliant, but there's nothing I think I should change. Catchya soon!!
"The situation is preventing him from establishing himself, but he feels he must make the best of things as they are."
Things are okay... work is fine, everything is just moving along. I did one of those online color tests where you pick the colors (http://www.colorquiz.com/), and it tells you all about yourself. I read what it thought, and it hit the nail on the head in a way... Yup!! So true. Nothing can really be done at the moment, not sure what to do about a lot of things... The results are in italics through my post.
"Feels insufficiently valued in his existing situation, and is seeking different conditions in which he will have greater opportunity of demonstrating his worth."
I had a susprisingly awesome time last week at Rise! I expected a trashy night out, which I definitely had... but it rocked! We went to see Jazza play, and it was all Hardcore and Drum & Bass. A bit bogan, but wow! It was fun. I like happy dancey fast music, and I definitely had plenty of that. I want more!! But I am being good until Armin.
"Seeks independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoids obligations or anything which might prove hampering. He is being subjected to considerable pressure and wants to escape from it so that he can obtain what he needs, but tends to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this."
John is a little better lately, which makes things a lot nicer around the home. Perhaps he is learning to relax and let me do my own thing a little more, but I feel like I am just waiting for him to have another tanty about something completely rediculous and unimportant. Im at a point where if he doesnt let me do my own thing, Im going to do it anyway, and not listen to the complaints. I dont think it's wrong to be myself, and not entirely inappropriate to expect him to do the same.
"The tensions induced by trying to cope with conditions which are really beyond his capabilities, or reserves of strength, have led to considerable anxiety and a sense of personal (but unadmitted) inadequacy. "
Socially I feel a little weird. Haha... I dunno what it is, I think its me. Ive not seen some people properly in such a long time, and I find work and home stuff is taking up more of my life than I would like it to. To go places I guess you have to suffer a little bit... maybe working from home and not seeing people often is finally taking it's toll. I could be going crazy!! YAY :) Some people who I think highly of are not behaving in ways that I would expect of them and that disappoints me a little but I dont want to say anything, because I know they dont want to hear it anyway. Its been happing over a stretch of time, and it's not really something I think I can fix anyway. On the other hand, people I thought one way about I am learning more about... and I am starting to appreciate how much more awesome they were than I first assumed! Books, covers, you know the drill :P
"Feels restricted and prevented from progressing; seeking a solution which will remove these limitations."
What an emo post. Haha... Im spending a lot of time thinking about stuff, and pondering and deciding. Maybe its the change of season, or something else. Things arent that bad really. Reading back over my entry it doesnt sound too brilliant, but there's nothing I think I should change. Catchya soon!!