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ew, i havent updated in so long, i really dont know what to say. this past week has sucked but its a little too personal to be writing about in here. but what would it matter anyway he wouldnt read this anyway cosidering her really doenst care about me at all, but hes really good a pretending he cares when hes with me and wants something. yeah it hurts...i wish i had some balls to call him and talk to him about all this shit, but if i did it would all be one-sided bc he doesnt give a shit ^ like i said before. and hes prolly with another girl right now anyway, i wouldnt want to interupt...FUCKER! it really sucks bc i really like him, but hes got major issues, and i cant handle everything ive heard and still want to be with him...it doesnt work
my dad had a little incident earlier in the week and he was taken to the hospital...later my mom asked if i was worried, bc aparently i wasnt acting worried when she told me, so i told her the truth which was no, and she prolly told my dad and now he has this underlying resentment towards me. i really didnt think i was such a cold person, i know i dont like my dad but you would think i would care a little if something happened to him???
my dad had a little incident earlier in the week and he was taken to the hospital...later my mom asked if i was worried, bc aparently i wasnt acting worried when she told me, so i told her the truth which was no, and she prolly told my dad and now he has this underlying resentment towards me. i really didnt think i was such a cold person, i know i dont like my dad but you would think i would care a little if something happened to him???