Tantrum - over.

[murdocnl]

Hey, me again. About that rant last time. Well, let's just say it's more then just the childish "nobody wants me leave me alone" kind of rant. Of course, wasn't very, well, nice too read. I'm not gonna try to apologize, but I'll try to explain what (as far as I can see it anyway) caused it

Comments

[damanique]

I pretty much expected that you'd crash down eventually after getting back here - it makes sense. After having such a great time you come back and things here are, well, pretty much the same. You don't have a different environment to challenge and change you. This time it's you who has to challenge your environment and change yourself, which takes a lot more effort. It's too tempting to slip back into old habits and at the same time going down that road isn't going to make you happy; it's what you wanted to escape from in the first place, right?

You HAVE control over your life. Everyone does. It's just insanely difficult to take control. It takes willpower, discipline, motivation. You need to know who you want to be and what you want to do.

I went through that process before I got to know you, so unlike many of my friends you didn't see me fall down and feel like shit and whine for months until someone, quite like discworldian did on your previous entry, told me to grow the fuck up and deal with my issues.

We all go through this process and some people decide that they're going to stay 16 years old forever and become a hermit. :P Other people actually have the guts to face up to their life and their emotions and take responsibility.

I'll just link you to a couple of entries of mine so you can see what I was going through, and that I'm not just preaching like a wise-ass, but that I've already been through all that myself. Of course they're all tldr; (Too Long Didn't Read XD) but if you've got spare time... :P

http://damanique.livejournal.com/718567.html
http://damanique.livejournal.com/718872.html
http://damanique.livejournal.com/726317.html
http://damanique.livejournal.com/726604.html
http://damanique.livejournal.com/726891.html
http://damanique.livejournal.com/728636.html?thread=4979260#t4979260
http://damanique.livejournal.com/728860.html
http://damanique.livejournal.com/735430.html

Have fun reading XD

[cynni]

I have nothing to add, so yeah what she said XD