Nov 09, 2004 22:40
so yea, im not feeling any better. funny how you begin to realize how much you mess someone and begin to seem happier about it. i figured out that it was joni who i was missing and why i have been feeling out of it. it was hard to get over her, and now i have to do it again.
what the hell, im a fairly nice guy, im not too bad lookin. sure i have my moments when i run with the same looks of a bear. so why do girls seem to want to treat me like shit. im through with being nice, im just goin through rocks at the girls i like.
girls make my life hard.
do friends call you to see if you want to hang out?mine dont.
im goin through somethin where i actually need my friends, where the hell are they?