May 19, 2005 23:36
So.....all is well that ends well. A part of me is sad and a part of me is relieved. But all is said and done and thats what matters i guess. On to other subjects.....school FUCKING SUCKs. I'm over my head in late and to do homework, and i cant do it because i'm so fucking depressed!!!!! So basically i've decided to just...do my best(which is not looking very good at this point) and whatever happens happens. And i've realized lately......i need to reform. Things from my past are getting in the way of my future, and i need to fix that somehow. I've been trying to play the martyr, and it just isnt working for the best, so time to switch to a new role. What yet, i have no idea. Hopefully something better. I can do this. I know i can. Its just a question of how and when. So the moral of the story is, just roll with the punches. Thats my new game plan. Now i'm off to accomplish something....like maybe my homework. But doubtfully. Shit never happens like its supposed to.