You can't love 2 people at once.
I love Jon alot. He does so many things right. Why is it that when he does something wrong he has to do it terribly? It can't just be a little thing, it has to be this huge thing that ruins my whole week.
All the good in him makes the sun shine and the little rabbits hippity hop gaily across the meadow.
I mean what do I do with all these memories and shared moments? That's pretty sad.
Seriously, is it fair for him not to talk to me? No. I know that. Well, maybe. . .I'm not sure.
I don't know what to do. I mean, sure, if he were to say, "hey, I fucked up, I need to chill out" that would be one thing. But what I see happening is him getting all "I missed you, let's not fight".
And if that happens, I don't know if I should say, "look, I still have something to be angry about, you are mistreating me when you do this" or let it go. And then what? Since I know that it'll happen again and it sucks, do I say that's that?
If it has to end I don't want it to end that way.
Seriously, I just wanted a fucking hug.
All the good in him makes the sun shine and the little rabbits hippity hop gaily across the meadow.
I mean what do I do with all these memories and shared moments? That's pretty sad.
Seriously, is it fair for him not to talk to me? No. I know that. Well, maybe. . .I'm not sure.
I don't know what to do. I mean, sure, if he were to say, "hey, I fucked up, I need to chill out" that would be one thing. But what I see happening is him getting all "I missed you, let's not fight".
And if that happens, I don't know if I should say, "look, I still have something to be angry about, you are mistreating me when you do this" or let it go. And then what? Since I know that it'll happen again and it sucks, do I say that's that?
If it has to end I don't want it to end that way.
Seriously, I just wanted a fucking hug.