Jan 09, 2006 22:38
so why does everyone think that since the years changed that everything in thier live is going to change. is it people lives that should be changing them or should they being change thier lives?
if you really think about it.
i learn i hard lesson last year(2005) that a lot of people learn some time in their life. something you hear people say all the time. someone you think is your friend could just be faking it all a long. but what i dont understand is, if someone doesnt like you, why wuld they spend so much time with you? why would they say they will be there for you? it confuses me really. or are all the sings there but we just dont wanto to see them.
my step moms grandpa died. i want to feel bad but for some reason i really dont.
something to think about:to peoples faces we act like we care so much, but when we're sitting aloud on the phone will that person, thier crying, but we dont seem to care anymore. we the people i think are a little to self concerned and self absorb.
LOVE: do we really know what love is? i was thinkng about it the other day, when i tell someone i love them , how do i know i really do. i think i do and believe that i do,b ut do i really. how do i really know if what im feeling is love or not. i come to thnk sometimes that im just fooling myself. i dont love.
are we the youth to young and fooling to reconize something like love. tell me.
i havent figured out what im really doing at my moms house still. but i cant come back, and im sorry. my life i want to live is so far away from me, i cant live it.
i wan tto come back and be with the people to complete me. (amandadaveothers) epople like them were the peole who kept me going each day. i miss you.
so how was everyones holidays?