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"Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery. None but ourselves can free our minds."
True 'dat, Bob.
I don't know what to say. So many horrid, amazing, and mostly overall beautiful things happened last weekend. Yesterday sucked, basically, but I had fun. I just didn't get around to doing everything on my schedule that day. Anything on my schedule, actually. Yesterday was an accidentally wasted day.
YAY!
It's ridiculous how much creative motion is being brought to my life, and yet I feel lonely? Awkwardly, out of nowhere? I know it's my memories that cause me to feel lonely, not just my current situations. But I fight it, and I feel fine most of the time, but sometimes I feel like fine is mediocre, and there's something more. But I should be content, of course, and not too selfish. It's not about me, anyway.
What role do I play in any of your lives? Why do so many people think they have to cut off all ties with me so far before I actually leave on my mission? The answers to these questions don't matter, in the end, since I have no control over these things and shouldn't care about them in the first place.
But I do, for some reason, care what my friends think of me. How awkward.
There's something wonderful coming down the road, and you will all be amazed and happified thereby. ^-^ I'm so excited!... Man, am I bluntly vague or WHAT!?
True 'dat, Bob.
I don't know what to say. So many horrid, amazing, and mostly overall beautiful things happened last weekend. Yesterday sucked, basically, but I had fun. I just didn't get around to doing everything on my schedule that day. Anything on my schedule, actually. Yesterday was an accidentally wasted day.
YAY!
It's ridiculous how much creative motion is being brought to my life, and yet I feel lonely? Awkwardly, out of nowhere? I know it's my memories that cause me to feel lonely, not just my current situations. But I fight it, and I feel fine most of the time, but sometimes I feel like fine is mediocre, and there's something more. But I should be content, of course, and not too selfish. It's not about me, anyway.
What role do I play in any of your lives? Why do so many people think they have to cut off all ties with me so far before I actually leave on my mission? The answers to these questions don't matter, in the end, since I have no control over these things and shouldn't care about them in the first place.
But I do, for some reason, care what my friends think of me. How awkward.
There's something wonderful coming down the road, and you will all be amazed and happified thereby. ^-^ I'm so excited!... Man, am I bluntly vague or WHAT!?