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tuesday was amazing. i finally got to see nick. i had fun. i love that boy alotttt.
i was like a half an hour late getting to sams house so my mom could bring me home & my mom didn't really seem to care. hmm. idk. maybe she was in a good mood. or maybe she was just happy to get rid of me.
yesterday sucked. i stayed home sick. i hate being sick. i hate the fact that no matter how hard i try i can not get a decent amount of sleep. and if i do get some sleep i still feel tired. i needed the day off, plus i felt like shit. i had a fever & a headache. and i was dizzy. ect. whatever. my mom knew i was sick. she comes home from work and immediately bitches at me. she tells me that i'm stupid for failing latin. (yeah, i failed latin) and that my idiot friends and my music add to me lacking on doing homework or not studying. i got yelled at & i cryed for about 3 hours straight. and then i talked to tina and she made everything better. what it all comes down to now, is that if i don't study and do my homework and get my grades up AND respect my parents, i will not be allowed to do anything. my solution to this? do my work and study before my tests. do not speak to my parents unless it is nessecary. i did not talk to nick at all yesterday. it sucked & now i miss him alott.
i still do not feel that good today, but i'll live. i'm sick of complaining.
anyways. show tomorrow night @cabot? yeah, i'm going.