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so, yesterday, i hung out with emily. we went to redmond town center and value village. she got a present for jeff and some jamies for herself. adorable. she left early today. so now, i have nothing to do. im counting down the days until arie gets here. 37 days and 3 minutes. im too excited. before she gets here, we're going to whistler. i might take emily with me. i dont enjoy snow sports, but she does. I remember going there when i was little and hating it. we still have pictures of the occasion on our wall. hideous. its a picture of the whole fam piled on top of eachother, me being at the top. i remember we (me, tj and chelsea) were taking snowboarding lessons. chelsea and tj were really good, and of course i sucked. i fell ever 2 seconds. i hated it. so, tj and chelsea went off with the group and i had to have "private tutoring" i hated it. i hate being cold and having that feeling of no accomplishment when youre trying to do something. two worst feeling ever. besides being shot with tjs air soft, or getting stabbed.. or slapped in the face... im sure there are other ones that feel worse, but i hate thoes two, especially together. I have nothing to do tonight cause i gave away my deathcab ticket to jenny. she will have a better time than i would have. im so bored. i think i want to watch the lion, the witch and the wardrobe, but i dont have patience to sit down and watch 2 VHS tapes of it. i need something entertaining to do right now. i think i might go down to ben franklin and get a canvas or something. i might want to earn some money first. i really need a job. all thoes places that i applied to, only one called back, and i didnt get the job. screw that, i didnt want to work at paint away, i hate kids. even if i did get a canvas or something, its not like i would know what to paint. and even if i did it would turn out like shit, cause i have to do it in the kitchen where everyone can see it. its just like art class, i cant be creative when im forced to be or when people are watching. i need to entertain myself somehow. im going to go earn money now.........
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