oops.
we laughed and we cried at movies and real life and our ridiculous bets.
i don't understand why you always go back in your head to the first person that you truly fell in love with. i wish that didn't happen.
i'm too wishy washy for my own liking. i think i should be a lesbian.
or not be so picky.
i've been in ypsi the past two nights since ears is home...that was fun.
yesterday greg n i saw harry potter, frankly, i think it sucked. no big fight scene or anything.
then greg and i played in the woods at elizabeth park and pretended we were wizards like harry...we were not sober.
i feel productive today, i did a lot of stuff for rachael's grad party, and last night greg n ashdizzle helped a sista out.
then we cruised around detroit at midnight..that was fun.
looking through old pictures to put on rachael's board made me a little sad, especially the pictures from when our family was a decent size and people were still alive and people still came around. it makes me want to know what it's like to have a grandpa as an adult, he died when i was 12 or something like that. i don't even know...that's sad. i have my step-grandma, who i've always looked at as my main gma but it'd still be nice to have my grandpa around, he was a pretty cool man.
i also wish my uncle jim, my mom's oldest brother, would come around more often with his family...but his wife, my aunt carol is insane..so we don't see them or my cousins, jesse and john. my mom and aunt jane cornered my uncle behind our shed a few years ago with a baseball bat and threatened to beat him if he didn't show up to more family events because we're blood and this is all he has...he's only come a christmas or two and easter this past year. he didn't show up to my grad party, nor did i get a card and he probably won't show up to rachael's this saturday. i don't understand why you wouldn't want to see your little sister and your only nieces that you have. oh well, looks like that another one of those life questions that we'll never understand.
i'm just grateful that i have my aunt jane and uncle tony because they try to come absolutely everything, they're always around..and my cousins jim and nick try to come to as much as they can too. i guess the 8 of us have always been the closest.
kate, jim's wife, is threatening to not come to rachael's grad party because of the underage drinking. SERIOUSLY!? how old are you kate, 5?
you'd be an idiot to leave your child alone with a drunk person and no one is going to be that out of control. i really don't understand this one. she had my cousin jim call my mom and express this to her...and jim is pissed. so was aunt jane when lizzard told her. supposedly this isn't the first time kate has made a threat, or in aunt jane's words "tried to sabotage" a family event. so my mom said that she will set a time that people who are underage can start drinking, which is stupid because this wasn't at my party and i feel bad for rachael...really, there's no stopping us, i'll come inside and fix myself my own drinks. i'm practically 21, 2 months and some odd days and i'm there.
i have to work today at 330 and frankly, i'm not looking forward to it because it's cold and rainy out so i'll sit in the office until 8, reading or playing on lappy. and i know i'm getting paid to do that, but honestly, i'd rather be at home or with friends then at work.
i'm done complaining and venting now
but on a lighter note, i'm doing something tonight that i've never done before. i'm nervous, but very excited...
i don't understand why you always go back in your head to the first person that you truly fell in love with. i wish that didn't happen.
i'm too wishy washy for my own liking. i think i should be a lesbian.
or not be so picky.
i've been in ypsi the past two nights since ears is home...that was fun.
yesterday greg n i saw harry potter, frankly, i think it sucked. no big fight scene or anything.
then greg and i played in the woods at elizabeth park and pretended we were wizards like harry...we were not sober.
i feel productive today, i did a lot of stuff for rachael's grad party, and last night greg n ashdizzle helped a sista out.
then we cruised around detroit at midnight..that was fun.
looking through old pictures to put on rachael's board made me a little sad, especially the pictures from when our family was a decent size and people were still alive and people still came around. it makes me want to know what it's like to have a grandpa as an adult, he died when i was 12 or something like that. i don't even know...that's sad. i have my step-grandma, who i've always looked at as my main gma but it'd still be nice to have my grandpa around, he was a pretty cool man.
i also wish my uncle jim, my mom's oldest brother, would come around more often with his family...but his wife, my aunt carol is insane..so we don't see them or my cousins, jesse and john. my mom and aunt jane cornered my uncle behind our shed a few years ago with a baseball bat and threatened to beat him if he didn't show up to more family events because we're blood and this is all he has...he's only come a christmas or two and easter this past year. he didn't show up to my grad party, nor did i get a card and he probably won't show up to rachael's this saturday. i don't understand why you wouldn't want to see your little sister and your only nieces that you have. oh well, looks like that another one of those life questions that we'll never understand.
i'm just grateful that i have my aunt jane and uncle tony because they try to come absolutely everything, they're always around..and my cousins jim and nick try to come to as much as they can too. i guess the 8 of us have always been the closest.
kate, jim's wife, is threatening to not come to rachael's grad party because of the underage drinking. SERIOUSLY!? how old are you kate, 5?
you'd be an idiot to leave your child alone with a drunk person and no one is going to be that out of control. i really don't understand this one. she had my cousin jim call my mom and express this to her...and jim is pissed. so was aunt jane when lizzard told her. supposedly this isn't the first time kate has made a threat, or in aunt jane's words "tried to sabotage" a family event. so my mom said that she will set a time that people who are underage can start drinking, which is stupid because this wasn't at my party and i feel bad for rachael...really, there's no stopping us, i'll come inside and fix myself my own drinks. i'm practically 21, 2 months and some odd days and i'm there.
i have to work today at 330 and frankly, i'm not looking forward to it because it's cold and rainy out so i'll sit in the office until 8, reading or playing on lappy. and i know i'm getting paid to do that, but honestly, i'd rather be at home or with friends then at work.
i'm done complaining and venting now
but on a lighter note, i'm doing something tonight that i've never done before. i'm nervous, but very excited...