Jul 23, 2004 00:33
i havent updated in a while, but honestly not much has happened. i moved into a new house(finally). it only took about a month and a half. anyways, my computer has been nothing but gay with me so im never online and my family has been giving me nothing but a whole lota shit. it feels like being raped in the butt by a big black harry cock.... not very appealing is it.....no.
ok so tell me...
why do you feel?
do you choose to be in pain?
why do you like to smile,
when you’re crying inside?
why do you like to please people,
and keep yourself in the shadows.
are you afraid of what you have happening?
are you afraid of the feelings that have crushed your insides?
how can you put a mask on,
and act as if everything were ok.
why don’t you bare it all?
why don’t you stop being so pathetic.
why don’t you stop pretending to live.
why don’t you start to breath.
why don’t you listen to what im saying.
why don’t you jump of a building.
why don’t you cut your wrist.
why don’t you listen and die...
now tell me...
is it time for you to live,
or is it time for me to decide...