i would give my body for you to be happy again...

May 23, 2004 21:33

this is only for you...

the days seem to get longer. is that because the sun doesnt want to dim away for because my heart keeps waiting for the moment i hear him. to many people care for me. so does he.hes told me, and shows me.

i give love back to all, but i see my close love being hurt. i feel torn between her and the one she is with. although nobody knows who it is, i do and i feel the pain she is put through when she sees him and isnt able to hug him. when she wants to throw her arms around him and give him a kiss. feelings cant be expressed the way they should. shes cried tears he said he would never bring. he told me he wouldnt hurt her, he doesnt realize he does it everytime they are together. i wonder why she doesnt move away from him and find someone better, she doesnt think there might be. feelings to strong to keep one from being strong, from being smart, from saving oneself? does she long for him, for his emotions and he says belong to her, or just for someone to be there?

my happyness has been put aside. i can not sit by and watch as one suffers, and tears of pain roll down her face. i would take it all into me if i had that chance. life isnt that nice and the one who would be willing to take the pain, who enjoys being hurt, cant save the one who runs from its tortures.

i would take all your pain into every inch of my body to be able to see you smile the way ive missed. you try to hide your feelings, but you cant keep them from one who has gone through the same thing. my smile seems to fade away everytime i look at your face, i see the hurt in you eyes. i feel the death of your heart repeating over and over as his nonsence continues.

its time for this to end. i will not have him hurt you any more. i cant stand seeing you like this, but worst i cant stand seeing you trying to hide it from me...
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