xoxo
my day/night was pretty interesting yesterday.. i cleaned and did my homework all day then at around 5 i got ready to go to church but then there were some complications.. we all got upset and fustrated and let our anger get the best of us.. i feel bad that we all got all pissed off at eachother because in the end, everything worked out and we were all happy.. josh came to church with my friends and i and that was cool.. i love going to church.. in the end i always feel good and have a smile on my face.. we all got to see steve and mark and they're cool boys.. hopefully they hang out again.. huh pug? haha.. brooke is hercules.. i love that girl.. josh had some difficulties but my friends and i were there to try and help him out.. hopefully we helped.. they did most of the work.. hehe..
as for today school sucked and i'm super tired.. my mommy comes home from arizona.. i miss(ed) her so much.. shes the best..
to the person whom i heart: i have been blessed to have you in my life.. don't even think about going anywhere..
I don’t care. fingers through your hair,
The sky I’ve seen is blue and green.
Oh, the summertime.
Just a calendar day
its funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change
some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
dont know the right tings to do
in fact i dont have a clue sometime i feel like a tool
and i want to be truthfully true to you
and do all the things that you do
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say
"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 195o's TV family
except times infinity
two calendar days
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
i wonder what if im too late
all the time that i said i would wait?
and yeah does anyone care
about us here or anywhere?
well i just want to try adn dare
to be there, to care cus i know- i know thats rare
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say
"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 195o's TV family
except times infinity
a family that i will be in
a family- its just not pretend
a family that i will be in, a family
i don't know much but i know we will be
happy as a 1950"s TV family.
except times infinity
just a calendar day.
as for today school sucked and i'm super tired.. my mommy comes home from arizona.. i miss(ed) her so much.. shes the best..
to the person whom i heart: i have been blessed to have you in my life.. don't even think about going anywhere..
I don’t care. fingers through your hair,
The sky I’ve seen is blue and green.
Oh, the summertime.
Just a calendar day
its funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change
some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
dont know the right tings to do
in fact i dont have a clue sometime i feel like a tool
and i want to be truthfully true to you
and do all the things that you do
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say
"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 195o's TV family
except times infinity
two calendar days
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
i wonder what if im too late
all the time that i said i would wait?
and yeah does anyone care
about us here or anywhere?
well i just want to try adn dare
to be there, to care cus i know- i know thats rare
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say
"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 195o's TV family
except times infinity
a family that i will be in
a family- its just not pretend
a family that i will be in, a family
i don't know much but i know we will be
happy as a 1950"s TV family.
except times infinity
just a calendar day.