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Hi, update again because i havnt in a few days. Tonight i went to go see the fantastic 4 movie with kait, sean, and matt. i liked the movie actually. it was also pretty cool because i bought the new as i lay dying cd becuse my computer is gay and wont let me download it or let lauren send it to me.. tonight was also pretty awesome because i got to see brie again and i havnt in a while so that was pretty fucking sick..
anyway tonight was good so im in a little better mood (not alot but whatever) but im still in a horrible mood basically everyday though and i cant really do anything about that so whatever, it seems as if i have like four or five friends, because i dont hang out with anyone else anymore, everyone is off in their own fucking group and i think its selfish to just get up and leave your friends, im sick of fucking drama and fucking everyone, in a sense i want to just leave this state and go meet all new people and start over, because basically none of us are friends anymore, we are "friendly" and if you dont see that then open your fucking eyes, we were all friends when it was one big group, not liek 5 different groups that wont hang out with each other, i used to care and want everyone back together, i still somewhat want that, but even though everyone says they feel the same way and want to be a big groups of friends again then fucking if everyone feels the same way about it then we would be able to change it, but i know that some people are just saying that to please everyone but dont truely feel it. so whatever im just gonna try to stop caring about everything/everyone and hopefully that will make things better in time. im gonna stop saying all this shit now cause i dont feel the need to say anymore, and i know i pissed some people off with this entry, so if you want you can talk behind my back about it, or you can say it to my face, which ever you want is fine with me
goodbye
anyway tonight was good so im in a little better mood (not alot but whatever) but im still in a horrible mood basically everyday though and i cant really do anything about that so whatever, it seems as if i have like four or five friends, because i dont hang out with anyone else anymore, everyone is off in their own fucking group and i think its selfish to just get up and leave your friends, im sick of fucking drama and fucking everyone, in a sense i want to just leave this state and go meet all new people and start over, because basically none of us are friends anymore, we are "friendly" and if you dont see that then open your fucking eyes, we were all friends when it was one big group, not liek 5 different groups that wont hang out with each other, i used to care and want everyone back together, i still somewhat want that, but even though everyone says they feel the same way and want to be a big groups of friends again then fucking if everyone feels the same way about it then we would be able to change it, but i know that some people are just saying that to please everyone but dont truely feel it. so whatever im just gonna try to stop caring about everything/everyone and hopefully that will make things better in time. im gonna stop saying all this shit now cause i dont feel the need to say anymore, and i know i pissed some people off with this entry, so if you want you can talk behind my back about it, or you can say it to my face, which ever you want is fine with me
goodbye