Sep 01, 2004 02:25
hey yall its ashley no one knows how much i love jarrett i NEVER wanna do anythinkg that could cause me to lose him!! i lied one time and i fessed i fell sooooooooooo bad nothing can explain how much i regret doing that and i wish i could go back and tell the truth the first time!! If you ever love someone no matter what happens don't lie it is retarted and it only makes things worse!!!!!! im not gonna cheat on jarrett no matter what and he just don't understand how i love him and how much losing him would hurt!!! im NOT gonna cheat on him!! I LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART!!! i never felt this way with anyone i feel soooo close to him and i love him so much it seems like nothing could change that and all that semms to be messing things up is me and my fat retarted self!!!! i never meant to do anything to hurt i feel sooooooooo bad im gonna go cry a little more for i go home!!! ****I LOVE JARRETT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS NO ONE OR NOTHING COULD EVER CHANGE THAT..... SO DON'T TRY OR ILL KILL YOU!!!!****