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Anything.
a story,
a secret,
a confession,
a fear,
a love,
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Anything.
a story,
a secret,
a confession,
a fear,
a love,
ANYTHING.
Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post more than once, if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
Once.... 3 or 4 years ago, she never knew what she had... and how smart she was....She believed she was a screw up, and couldn't do anything right.... and didn't deserve what had came to her... She was abused.... touched in many ways that left her wondering why this was happening to her.... she never told anyone.. and if she did... she made them swear they wouldn't tell anyone.... when she turned 13 she thought things would get better.... not very..... She was still abused sexually... touched without consent... for she didn't know what would happen to her if she defied... if she resisted... she didn't know... she was always scared that she might do something wrong.... Until one day in June, so close to the end of the year... she thought about killing herself because she was failing in science which was her best class.... She wrote dark poetry and stories from then on.... If she still does still write this way... no one does.... for she tells everyone that she feels like she is invisible... and that no one considers her.. a human... but something beyond human.... someone with great creative powers... along with the evil looks... Now... from her depression... she was punished.... not grounding... but other things... she still lives in fear last time I've checked on her... For now... depression has lead her to cutting and craving, and burning her skin.... Just to see if she still feels pain.. tho she is loved amound friends.... when she is alone... she feels empty, cold, lonely..... but millions of thoughts race through her mind.... And now... she is much older... and responsible.. she has someone who loves her for who she is.... and her friends protect her.... and listen to her.... and her negative feelings have gone away.... she still cries to ease the pain... but each time she cries... her tear-streaken face stings unbearably.... but yet.. she forgets about the pain when she forgets about her past....... Her depression is almost over..... and Happiness is almost complete within her mind.... she did it without counselors.... but with support of her friends and loved ones..... Someday she will do great things.. she will execel in her future proffesion.. and maybe someday she will be a great mother!.... this is the story I typed up for you... to read.. it is true... I had a friend go through it!
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