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Just found a song I wrote a year minus 2 months ago. o.o:
"Never Thought"
Walking down the street in my attire
Listening to my CD player
The soothing voices calming my thoughts
The picture of your face burned into my mind
Flowers billowing in the breeze of the trees stuck into the earth
The rhythm of my steps upon the surface
Follows the beating in my chest
chorus:
I remember when I first saw you
Never thought that I would love you
Never thought I would need you
Never thought I would miss you
'Cause you were just a guy I would never notice
Your voice repeats over in my head
Those words are grated into my subconscious
Yes I love you
But I hate you
I don't know what to do
Why must you exist in my life if just to complicate it
I breath in deep
Thinking of your eyes
And how they captivate my soul
Chorus:
And I remember when I first saw you
Never thought that I would love you
Never thought I would need you
Never thought I would miss you
'Cause you were just another guy I would never notice
You do not know it, but you control me
Like tap water in a cup
Every thought and action I make
Always made with you in mind
I never thought anybody could do this to me
Oh, what have I become?
Chorus:
I remember when I first saw you
Never thought that I would love you
Never thought I would need you
Never thought I would miss you
'Cause you were just another guy I would never notice
How, I wonder, could a random boy in class hold so delicately in his hand my heart
While taking my breath away with just one glance
Then crush me harder than I could ever imagine
Just by disappearing from my enclosed world
A single boy that taught me so harshly about love
And I never even considered it to be you
|:End:|
And one I wrote in November:
Overpowering vexation grasps my subconcious,
Twisting my soul withen it's claws.
Shadowing my path the distress,
Murderer of my happiness.
A gentle breeze so softly drifts,
All the pain away,
The night your embrace captured my heart,
And our kiss saved me from the darkness.
On the edge I stood,
Light I did see at the bottom.
I spread my arms,
Out to fly,
Yet a pressence wrenched me back.
A gentle breeze so softly drifts,
All the pain away,
The night your embrace captured my heart,
And our kiss saved me from the darkness.
That scent you posess brings to me,
A paralizing bliss.
A single glance allows me to gaze into your eyes of paradise,
And realize my broken self no longer.
A gentle breeze so softly drifts,
All the pain away,
The night your embrace captured my heart,
And our kiss saved me from the darkness.
"Never Thought"
Walking down the street in my attire
Listening to my CD player
The soothing voices calming my thoughts
The picture of your face burned into my mind
Flowers billowing in the breeze of the trees stuck into the earth
The rhythm of my steps upon the surface
Follows the beating in my chest
chorus:
I remember when I first saw you
Never thought that I would love you
Never thought I would need you
Never thought I would miss you
'Cause you were just a guy I would never notice
Your voice repeats over in my head
Those words are grated into my subconscious
Yes I love you
But I hate you
I don't know what to do
Why must you exist in my life if just to complicate it
I breath in deep
Thinking of your eyes
And how they captivate my soul
Chorus:
And I remember when I first saw you
Never thought that I would love you
Never thought I would need you
Never thought I would miss you
'Cause you were just another guy I would never notice
You do not know it, but you control me
Like tap water in a cup
Every thought and action I make
Always made with you in mind
I never thought anybody could do this to me
Oh, what have I become?
Chorus:
I remember when I first saw you
Never thought that I would love you
Never thought I would need you
Never thought I would miss you
'Cause you were just another guy I would never notice
How, I wonder, could a random boy in class hold so delicately in his hand my heart
While taking my breath away with just one glance
Then crush me harder than I could ever imagine
Just by disappearing from my enclosed world
A single boy that taught me so harshly about love
And I never even considered it to be you
|:End:|
And one I wrote in November:
Overpowering vexation grasps my subconcious,
Twisting my soul withen it's claws.
Shadowing my path the distress,
Murderer of my happiness.
A gentle breeze so softly drifts,
All the pain away,
The night your embrace captured my heart,
And our kiss saved me from the darkness.
On the edge I stood,
Light I did see at the bottom.
I spread my arms,
Out to fly,
Yet a pressence wrenched me back.
A gentle breeze so softly drifts,
All the pain away,
The night your embrace captured my heart,
And our kiss saved me from the darkness.
That scent you posess brings to me,
A paralizing bliss.
A single glance allows me to gaze into your eyes of paradise,
And realize my broken self no longer.
A gentle breeze so softly drifts,
All the pain away,
The night your embrace captured my heart,
And our kiss saved me from the darkness.