Jul 10, 2005 04:05
Yeah i havnt updated in a while, but i really doubt people read this. Its been a few weeks since summer started and i am bored out of my mind. Ive only been out like 4 times so far, and for the past 5 or 6 days (ive lost count) ive been falling asleep around 9 am and waking up at 6 pm, so around 50% of my day i'm completly alone. no one to talk to online or anything. I really feel like i have no friends. The last time i went out was..monday, I dont even know what day it is today. My life is pathetic. Running away has even come to my mind. I'm not that insane (yet), so i dont think im going to. My life is really pathetic. Ive been anti-depressant free for almost 2 weeks now, which surprisingly makes me feel better than when i was on them. Ive been playing videogames all day and night. I dont know what to do with myself. I need to get out of this fuckign house, someone please invite me to do something. PLEASE?! PLEASEEEE?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!?
kthx.
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