Fuck this shit.
I've basically said fuck it to me and Stephanie's relationship. I know she has been online yet she STILL does not want to update the fucking journal. I have not done a goddamn thing to her. I have told her I missed her and that I updated the journal numerous times, yet she still does not do it. It got me real pissed, so I just said in my mind “Fuck this, I am not going to waste my time on this shit.” So now I don't really like her anymore. Besides, our relationship has sucked lately and now she is for sure not coming back to the US.
On the lighter side of news, I think I am already starting to like someone else. The thing is, she's handicapped. Not in the mind or anything, but it's something with her legs and needs a walker to walk herself, I don't know the exact detalis, though. I don't think I should ask her yet. I don't really care, though, because I've been talking to her online lately and she seems real nice, and she's real cute too. She's a freshman. I should really start talking to her in school, though. I just added her myspace like on Thursday after school and Friday I did not see her, so hopefully I can see her tomorrow. I just really hope something great can come out of this, especially through all the heartache I have been through this past year and a half with Stephanie and Chelsea and all that jazz.
Friday I went to the Catalepsy concert in Pembroke Pines. There were locals bands there and they were pretty good, but Catalepsy owned the show. They just fucking destroyed. Too bad there were so many straight edge, scene, and emo kids there and hardcore dancing in the pit. I did not go in the pit because I really, really, really hate hardcore dancing. With all that aside, the concert freaking ruled.
Now my parents are bitching about my grades and took away my xbox for the second time already. They made me cry yet again. And my grades are not even terrible. I just have a high d in history and an f in math (which is a bullshit f) and the rest c's, b's, and a's. Mostly c's. So they are making me do work.
I should go now, I need to do my work and I want to talk to the girl I like. <3 Peace.
On the lighter side of news, I think I am already starting to like someone else. The thing is, she's handicapped. Not in the mind or anything, but it's something with her legs and needs a walker to walk herself, I don't know the exact detalis, though. I don't think I should ask her yet. I don't really care, though, because I've been talking to her online lately and she seems real nice, and she's real cute too. She's a freshman. I should really start talking to her in school, though. I just added her myspace like on Thursday after school and Friday I did not see her, so hopefully I can see her tomorrow. I just really hope something great can come out of this, especially through all the heartache I have been through this past year and a half with Stephanie and Chelsea and all that jazz.
Friday I went to the Catalepsy concert in Pembroke Pines. There were locals bands there and they were pretty good, but Catalepsy owned the show. They just fucking destroyed. Too bad there were so many straight edge, scene, and emo kids there and hardcore dancing in the pit. I did not go in the pit because I really, really, really hate hardcore dancing. With all that aside, the concert freaking ruled.
Now my parents are bitching about my grades and took away my xbox for the second time already. They made me cry yet again. And my grades are not even terrible. I just have a high d in history and an f in math (which is a bullshit f) and the rest c's, b's, and a's. Mostly c's. So they are making me do work.
I should go now, I need to do my work and I want to talk to the girl I like. <3 Peace.