Balboa Towers
Well, this afternoon could not suck any less.
I had to wait in the fucking rain for my bus, which, by the way, never came. I ended up waking to the bus stop, still raining, and waiting for the longest time for the metro. Finally got on the metro, freezing my fucking balls off since I was soaked and the bus's AC is always on.
Then, while walking home, pissed the fuck off, Lucy told me that she is now going out with the other dude she likes, which made me feel a whole lot fucking better. I'm just not going to give a shit, I knew hope for me ran out long ago and I got used to that fact. I guess that's why it's not hurting me as much as it should. I mean, I don't mind being her friend, but fuck. I wanted to hang out with her before this and we made plans, but when she told me this, I honestly had no desire to hang out with her anymore. I made up the bullshit excuse that I had a denist appointment. Whether she believed it or not, it's no longer happening. Yeah, I know I'm cruel, but I really don't care. I'm putting myself, my sanity, before others from now on.
Like Vincent Bennett says, "No care ever."
I was still drained as fuck from Saturday today in school. I kept reminiscing and remembering how awesome it was.
I really wish I could relive that day again.
Edit: Now I just discovered that my phone's condition is getting even worse. Awesome.
I had to wait in the fucking rain for my bus, which, by the way, never came. I ended up waking to the bus stop, still raining, and waiting for the longest time for the metro. Finally got on the metro, freezing my fucking balls off since I was soaked and the bus's AC is always on.
Then, while walking home, pissed the fuck off, Lucy told me that she is now going out with the other dude she likes, which made me feel a whole lot fucking better. I'm just not going to give a shit, I knew hope for me ran out long ago and I got used to that fact. I guess that's why it's not hurting me as much as it should. I mean, I don't mind being her friend, but fuck. I wanted to hang out with her before this and we made plans, but when she told me this, I honestly had no desire to hang out with her anymore. I made up the bullshit excuse that I had a denist appointment. Whether she believed it or not, it's no longer happening. Yeah, I know I'm cruel, but I really don't care. I'm putting myself, my sanity, before others from now on.
Like Vincent Bennett says, "No care ever."
I was still drained as fuck from Saturday today in school. I kept reminiscing and remembering how awesome it was.
I really wish I could relive that day again.
Edit: Now I just discovered that my phone's condition is getting even worse. Awesome.