i wish i had a sylvia plath
I am doing the best that i can...
So, I start classes for math and history, so i can hopefully go for night classes at bay state starting in january. (long story, but we'll see what happens.)I actually think I might have a class today, which sucks because I have no gas or money for gas, and I'd really rather not walk.
In the midst of my sleep deprivation last nite, i decided to clean and rearange my room, and cleared a space for a mini bar, which i also decided last nite that i'm getting. This way I won't end up spending so much money at the bars, or have to run to the packy every 6 hours, and fuck all the minors I know. I am so done, unless there is an excellent tip in it for me.
Oh shit, so they're opening up a 21+ arcade right down the street from me. Needless to say, i'm fucking ecstatic, and what makes it even better, is it's really pretty close to the gym I go to, also... well the gym, i need to go to more often, i just need to get my membership back, which i'm hoping isn't going to cost me, my soul. I just can't afford to be broke all month again. i.need.a.job.
I saw Christian this morning, which is normal because i only see him at random and spuratic times. I sort of wish I saw him more, someimtes, but that's life. There's too many people to miss and it's just not worth thinking twice in one day about, really.
I need $4.00 for gas...class at 6:00pm.
So, I start classes for math and history, so i can hopefully go for night classes at bay state starting in january. (long story, but we'll see what happens.)I actually think I might have a class today, which sucks because I have no gas or money for gas, and I'd really rather not walk.
In the midst of my sleep deprivation last nite, i decided to clean and rearange my room, and cleared a space for a mini bar, which i also decided last nite that i'm getting. This way I won't end up spending so much money at the bars, or have to run to the packy every 6 hours, and fuck all the minors I know. I am so done, unless there is an excellent tip in it for me.
Oh shit, so they're opening up a 21+ arcade right down the street from me. Needless to say, i'm fucking ecstatic, and what makes it even better, is it's really pretty close to the gym I go to, also... well the gym, i need to go to more often, i just need to get my membership back, which i'm hoping isn't going to cost me, my soul. I just can't afford to be broke all month again. i.need.a.job.
I saw Christian this morning, which is normal because i only see him at random and spuratic times. I sort of wish I saw him more, someimtes, but that's life. There's too many people to miss and it's just not worth thinking twice in one day about, really.
I need $4.00 for gas...class at 6:00pm.