Jun 06, 2006 08:08
I have the WORST feeling in the world about David's California trip. Maybe I just dont want him to cheat on me and I am freaking out a little too much but I am worried. The RV they are going in is SO Ghetto!! its like from the 60's or something and looks like an old fricken space ship. I hope nothing bad happens. I really really want them to return safely and remain safe after they get here... and that wont happen if he cheats on me, cuz if he does, I will kill him when he gets home. But hopefully there is no need for that. He said he wouldnt meet up with her, lets hope he sticks with his word. I would absolutely die if something bad happened to him. And until he comes home on Saturday, I am going to be entirely worried out of my fucking mind. I really hate caring about people some times, I dont like to worry, it has a bad effect on me... When I get worried I generally dont eat until said worry is null and void. grah.
On a happier note, I go to see HIM tonight!!! I am excited about that! I dont know who is opening for them though... Then tomorrow I am going out to Jessi's house to visit and ride my Tie Tie. I just hope I can keep myself occupied until david gets back... Now I am going to go clean out my car so I have room on the way to Phoenix today, then I am going back to sleep.
AHHH. Think good thoughts.... OH AND GARRETT IS IN REHAB FOR HIS METH ADDICTION!!!! ISNT THAT GREAT?! IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE RIGHT ALL THE TIME!!! OH WONDERFUL FEELING OF SUPERIOR INTELLIGENCE!! anyways, I am done now.