so hard.
my heart literally hurts for brandon and his family. thanks to all who have lifted them up in your prayers. its going to be a long road of healing. i was reminded this weekend of how precious and fragile life really is. sometimes we think that we are invinsible. but we're not. please dont take your loved ones for granted. please done take life for granted. cherish every minute of it.
i have never been this close to death before. ive never lost anyone remotely close to me at all. and on wed i will attend my first funeral. for my boyfriends little sister. that will be hard. even though i wasnt that close to Breanna, i feel like i lost a potential sister. i wish that i would have made a bigger effort to get to know her better. i now fully understand the verse that says "Rejoice with those who rejoice and mourn with those who mourn". i will never forget waking up at 4 in the morning to that phone call...hearing his mom on the other line...him telling me that his sister was just killed. i cant get the whole thing out of my head. its so surreal. i cant even imagine...
i love him so much. i hate seeing him hurting like this. :(
though my heart rejoices that she is in a better place. waiting to reunite with her family and friends someday.
p.s. please pray for Laura, the driver of the car and Breanna's best friend. she is in the hospital in pretty bad condition. she has a tear in her liver and the doctors don't even know why she survived. please pray for the healing of her body and from any guilt that she may have. she has a 3 year old son.
i have never been this close to death before. ive never lost anyone remotely close to me at all. and on wed i will attend my first funeral. for my boyfriends little sister. that will be hard. even though i wasnt that close to Breanna, i feel like i lost a potential sister. i wish that i would have made a bigger effort to get to know her better. i now fully understand the verse that says "Rejoice with those who rejoice and mourn with those who mourn". i will never forget waking up at 4 in the morning to that phone call...hearing his mom on the other line...him telling me that his sister was just killed. i cant get the whole thing out of my head. its so surreal. i cant even imagine...
i love him so much. i hate seeing him hurting like this. :(
though my heart rejoices that she is in a better place. waiting to reunite with her family and friends someday.
p.s. please pray for Laura, the driver of the car and Breanna's best friend. she is in the hospital in pretty bad condition. she has a tear in her liver and the doctors don't even know why she survived. please pray for the healing of her body and from any guilt that she may have. she has a 3 year old son.