Nov 19, 2006 02:27
these last few weeks have been an emotional rollercoaster. it seems like im either feeling real great, or real stinking crappy. and confused. and anxious. and super emotional. its frustrating. not only to me but to everyone im close to.
tonight i cried out to the Lord like i havent in a long time. some things in my life need to change because i simply cant ignore this heavy, numbing feeling in my soul (and every inch of my body) much longer. i want to become a better, more confident and Godly woman. and i cant do this alone.
ive decided that i want to try to start writing in this journal everyday. about my feelings, frustrations, praises, for prayer, or just to talk about my day. i really miss keeping a journal and helps clear my head. i would much rather keep a real (non-digital) journal, but we all know that that will probably never last long. so from now on the majority of my posts will be friends only.
thats all. i love you.
(i need sleep)