breaking a part of this love in my heart. yetserdays feelings will all be lost in time...
just when everything with me is going dandy, i all of a sudden just want to give up.
it's funny how something that means so much to you, or something that you feel like you can fix, eventually becomes a problem that you cannot fix. it's hard for me to explain this situation, but im going to leave it at this.
all i want is to forget about some things. i feel kind of funny.
my hands feel somewhat numb and my stomach is turning and there are knots everywhere. i feel it in my stomach. my eyes feel very heavy and my mouth is shaking. my legs feel like there is no blood flowing through them. memories are running through my mind, but that's okay because i think im alright. i hope i am. i hope i don't do anything stupid now, but i highly doubt that i will. i'm not going to become weak because of such a small incident. i need to put myself first before anyone else.
im tired, just emotionally and mentally exhausted. i have a lot to look forward to.
it's funny how something that means so much to you, or something that you feel like you can fix, eventually becomes a problem that you cannot fix. it's hard for me to explain this situation, but im going to leave it at this.
all i want is to forget about some things. i feel kind of funny.
my hands feel somewhat numb and my stomach is turning and there are knots everywhere. i feel it in my stomach. my eyes feel very heavy and my mouth is shaking. my legs feel like there is no blood flowing through them. memories are running through my mind, but that's okay because i think im alright. i hope i am. i hope i don't do anything stupid now, but i highly doubt that i will. i'm not going to become weak because of such a small incident. i need to put myself first before anyone else.
im tired, just emotionally and mentally exhausted. i have a lot to look forward to.